MahaSivarathri 2004 - Memories from my Sai Diary

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He started His Discourse at 5:15 PM. Nectarine words were flowing.

Thousands were savoring the delight. At around 5:30 PM, He started

feeling uneasy...slight cough...the Voice slowly turned unclear.

 

Unable to speak anymore, He sat down. The students equipped themselves

with tumblers filled with water which He finished one after the other.

 

At 5:35 PM, It came out. A magnificent Golden colored Lingam. He held it out for

everyone to behold. He beckoned to Prof. Anil Kumar and started

speaking feebly. Anil Kumar conveyed the same loudly to everyone.

 

"This Lingam has many phases, but I shall not show them to you - you

would not be able to see Me suffering. In fact, what I am undergoing

is not suffering at all. I have no pain whatsoever. This Lingam is

present in each one of you too. All of you are Hiranyagarbhas, just as

Me. More Lingams are yet to come...."

 

So saying, He leaned towards His right as if fainted! The people

around got panicked and held Him closely. They slowly took Him inside.

Few minutes later, Anil Kumar came out and announced the emergence of

two more Lingams.

 

He came out after sometime. He was appearing fresh and vibrant. Mike

was brought near. What He spoke then, I would not forget till my last

breath. I noted down His words.

 

"My dear Ones! Do not worry. I am alright. From tomorrow onwards, I shall

move as I wish" (I am sorry for the English language. It cannot bring

forth the strength and beauty of this declaration. In His words,

"Repati dhinamu nunchi Nenu Naa ishtam vachchinattu thiruguthaanu" and

there was a thundering applause for full 3 minutes. Professor Anil

Kumar somehow mumbled out the translation of the words, knowing well

it can nowhere match the original words).

 

And then followed a rain of Love. Though appearing to be addressing to

His students, it is for each and every one of us. Are we not His

students?

 

For centuries to come, people will cherish the warmth of these words.

It was Love - pure and pristine Love pouring out.

 

These are His words:

 

"Your hearts are golden. And hence only, the emergence of these Golden

Lingams. Even your parents cannot understand your feelings. I alone

know what you feel. I shall take care of you.

 

Do not panic at any moment. Wherever you are, I am with you, in you,

above you and around you. I shall protect you as eyelids protect the

eyes. Meeru

naaku praana samaanaminatti vaaru. Past is past. Leave it. I shall

take care of your

present and future. Be happy. From tomorrow onwards, whatever you do,

consider it as Swami's task and do it. You don't have to worry at all,

as long as I am here."

 

Ponder a bit, my friend. Who ELSE in this universe can speak these words to

you?

 

JAI SAIRAM