What Swami means to me: please listen to my plea Swami

[Guest guest]

Sairam dear brothers and sisters,

I live n a place with no one to talk to . . And

last night i got this intense desire to talk to

someone about swami . . that is why i decided to share

my feelings here . . .

 

Oh dear Swami,

 

Please hear my plea . . . Here I am placed in an

ignorant environment where I do not even have the

freedom to think about you . .

 

Swami so what if my family and friends,

all make fun of my devotion to you

Swami so what if every soul around me,

mocks at me for singing bhajans for you

Swami so what if I am taken as a deppressed person,

for shedding tears of devotion due to the love for u

 

Swami despite all this,

My souls yearn to be with you every second

My very breath feels one with you

 

Every bhajan i sing, I can feel one with you

Every moment i live, I feel I am getting closer to u

 

Swami I may not be a "meera" / "radha"

But

Swami atleast let me be the atleast the last person

having just one darshan of your divine form

Swami please please please let me be you . . .

 

Ohhhhhh Dear Swami . . .

 

I Love You

I Love You

I Love You . . .

 

You,

Sairam . . . .

[Guest guest]

Never feel alone, God is always with us. Have faith in him. Any time u can

share yr problem with him or with the Sai family. Take it in a positive side

that no body around u is interested in Swami. Swami do not want us just to

waste time in talking and singing about him. He want us to grow thats why he

has created deserted atmosphere around us. So that we can concentrate more on

his teaching and do our duties with love and care. Even in my family not a

single family member is interested in swami, But i feel every moment his

presence and love around me. Its good karma of each sai family member that we

have faith in swami and we know that sun can rise from west but mother sai is

always there for us. Do not worry about the sourrounding everything is very

well planned by bhagwan for our spritual growth.

Why fear when i am here so say baba sathya sai baba sathya sai baba my lord

With love

Vijayasowmya jandhyala <fd99078 > wrote:

Sairam dear brothers and sisters,..........

[Guest guest]

Dear sister Sowmya,

 

First of all sairam to you and all our members of this sai family.

 

This forum is really a good medium to share our feelings and to learn a lot

from experience of lot of brothers & sisters around the world.

 

>From today's mail I came to know that you are a telugu girl and more than

that you are in gurgaon !! Please note my details below I am living in

gurgaon with my family from last 8 years. Hence there should be no reason

for you to feel deserted. There are lot's of devotees here in gurgaon who

can share the their love with you. I too was under the same impression when

I came first time to north and that too from immedite presence of swami !!

I was an MBA student in swami's college. Yesterday I was listening to radio

sai on net and was fortunate to listen to Mrs. Padma daughter of Late Mr.

N. Kasturi garu. Her experiences of 1950's were also similar to us though

she was in the immeiete presence of swami day in and day out.

 

What swami really wants us to learn is that we should make an effort to go

within and look for HIM inside us. This is a workshop and we have to

undergo the treatment just as a raw gold undergoes while taking shape of

various ornnaments.

 

By the way there is 24 hour radio serive on net please visit the

"http://www.radiosai.org". You will feel virtually as if you are in parthi

everyday.

 

If required you can contact me at below numbers.

 

With lots of Love,

T.M.S. Rao

Mobile # 9810958036

Res. 2254243

eMail : mrao

[Guest guest]

Your mail reminds me my mother's situation, which she used to describe to me

several times, when she got married. My grand parents, though God-fearing and

orthodox, were not believers of Saibaba. But my mother was. She used to

describe me how she used to feel, which is probably similar to your situation

now. Now, compare her present situation with the situation that she was in

then-: We are three children, 2 boys and 1 girl, all Balavikas students;

Sevadal volunteers at our respective Mandirs; two of us married with the

spouses from non-sai devotee families. Now our spouses and in-laws started

going to Puttaparthy.

 

What I wish to emphasise is, such situations will only test your strength and

level of belief/commitment. When you come out successfully, others around you

change / re-orient themselves. Thus Swamy uses His devotee children as tools

for re-orienting His non-devotee children. This is what I could make out from

my mother's experience. So just be yourself - time will set things around you

to your liking.

 

Sairam,

 

RAMLAL

sowmya jandhyala <fd99078 > wrote:

Sairam dear brothers and sisters..........