Greedy for darshans...

[Guest guest]

This reminds me of a dream I had, a number of years ago. I was helping prepare

the space

for some program of Amma's. I realized I had accidentally done something that

had hurt

another person. I felt terrible about it. I sincerely and humbly apologized and

was

forgiven. Then, the person hugged me and morphed into Amma! Then, I had another

similar experience in which reconciliation with someone I had injured caused

Amma to

appear and embrace me. But then I got greedy. This is sort of embarrassing to

admit, but,

in the dream, once I realized I could get people to turn into Amma when I sought

forgiveness, I purposely began upsetting people so that I could seek their

forgiveness!

She did appear again, but wasn't so friendly! In fact, she lambasted me for my

selfishness!

 

I was so horrified when I woke up, let me tell you.... *grin*

 

 

Iswari

 

Ammachi, "manoj_menon" <ammademon wrote:

 

> Amma's response was also terrific. If I may paraphrase, She was

> basically saying "LET GO" to being greedy for darshans too and "just

> BE"!

>

> Jai Ma!