Bickering, Sarcasm And Vasana Hurling

[Guest guest]

Namah Shivayah,

 

I am just wondering why time is being wasted bickering and fighting on this

list? Not only

is it disappointing, but it is boring as well. Can't this be done off-list?

Amma's grace and

love is all over this online satsang, and this fighting and picking like hens at

the faults of

others is like a brawl breaking out while we are waiting in the darshan line.

It's like a car

crashing through your living room wall while you are offering devotions to Amma.

Need I

come up with more analogies?

 

I don't think I am speaking for only myself when I say how I have been avoiding

this list

for months for this reason. Wheras, in the past, I would check this list

sometimes 3 times a

day for a glimpse of Mothers love...now I find myself tensing up as I scroll

through the list

of first sentences...and every other sentence is laced with sarcasm or a sense

of absolute

righteousness.

 

If I wanted to hear this kind of banter, I could turn on the News or go to any

number of

online forums reserved for those who enjoy debate or enjoy hearing themselves

type....

 

Truly, I would love to hear how Mother touched your heart today, or graced the

life of

someone you love. Mostly, I would love to hear how you saw her spirit reflected

in the eyes

of a stranger, how your day today was touched by her grace, how you touched

another

person through her.....how you remembered your first darshan today and

cried....how you

fought with your Guru today, fell at the feet of your Guru today....learned

something about

yourself today....filled your empty space today....realized your perfections and

imperfections today.....some humility, some open wings, some honesty,some

creativity,

some beauty, some love.

 

Mostly, I think I am just looking for the heart of this Satsang again. Honestly,

it has been

displaying the side of our humanity that I try to avoid in my daily life

(ego-throwing,

gossiping, back-stabbing, picking, etc)...

 

~*~*~*~*May we all feel her love washing every other petty thing away~*~*~~*

 

Jai Ma!

 

Ananthasree

 

http://www.ammaschildren.com