Prasadini & Sanatani; Sweta :Thank you for the prayers.

[Guest guest]

Dear sisters in Amma (and dear brothers as well)

Thanks for sharing your own personal stories and struggles. They

are inspiring and remind us of Amma's infinite grace.

 

I had a bankruptcy last year and I am just glad that I had Amma to

guide me through. On tour, I had asked Amma if I should file or not

and She would not ever answer me. Eventually I realized that I had

no other options left. At the hearing for my bankruptcy, I prayed

for guidance from Amma. I was so nervous and felt like such a

failure. The judge was so friendly to everyone, joking around, etc.

Then it was my turn. There was some confusion on my taxes and he

chastised me in the courtroom and did not grant the bankrupcty right

away. I had to jump through several hoops first. In the end, the

judge granted me the bankruptcy and let me keep some extra cash that

was much needed. So in spite of the difficulty, Amma helped me.

Surrending to Her is the only way through. When I ask, Thy Will be

done, I know I will always be ok in Her Hands.

 

I wonder about career and have asked this on tour, but this She also

does not answer. But lately I have had a lot of good personal

business

though my residuals are not where they need to be. So it's a mixed

message, Amma! LOL..I guess it will come to me eventually on where I

am supposed to be in career or go...thank heavens this is the

temporary world! <smile>

 

In the Mystic Christ...the author points out that the ultimate

sacrifice of the guru is the body, not the sacrificing of it..

 

Where can I go....

where can I go...

to be me.........

 

in Amma,

adriane

 

Ammachi, sanatani urban <sanatani wrote:

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> Dear Prasadini, Sanatani,& Sweta

>

> You are not alone.