Guest guest Posted February 17, 2006 Report Share Posted February 17, 2006 ONS, Here's an after thought. The local satsang "leader" hosted practicing bhajans to sing for Amma, in which I wanted to participate. But, I just couldn't bring myself to go to someone's home, where my child was excluded. Anpther devotee hosted a practice one night, but only a select group of devotees were notified of the practice. The only reason it seemed that I was notified late, is because one of the participants wanted a ride due to a disabled car. Anyway, on the night when the satsang was scheduled to sing bhajans, Amma said that She didn't feel like hearing the satsang(s) sing. I was grateful for this timing, since it probably would've been very difficult for me to hear them at that point. Sweta Sweta Mitzel <swetabc wrote: Dear Tom, Namah Shivaya, You wrote: "If Amma's darshan is what's so valuable, then putting on a good satsang isn't important." I'm not sure if I'm understanding you correctly. Is this cynical, or are you saying that satsang isn't important? I believe that Amma says satsangs are important for us. It sure sounds as if you've either been hurt, disgruntled, or both, by the DC satsang. I identify with these feelings, & completely stopped going to my local satsang for a while, because it appeared that a member who was quite in control, was unfairly rejecting & excluding my preteen. For this sort of reason, I also like the idea of having a satsang available in a neutral environment, where one member's ego can't so easily act as a dictator. I met a woman, isolated from other Amma devotees, whose satsang "leader" wouldn't allow her to attend the only satsang near her home. Very, very sad, & extremely contrary to what Amma teaches. One thing is for sure. Amma knows what is going on in these unsavory instances, & they can be used to help us grow. I'm grateful for the diverse participants & openess of this satsang. Sweta Autos. Looking for a sweet ride? Get pricing, reviews, & more on new and used cars. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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