Guest guest Posted January 11, 2006 Report Share Posted January 11, 2006 My Dearest, I have always known there has been something greater than ourselves since I was a very young child. I felt it. Up until I met my ex husband I had a very limited perception of what or who God was. After meeting my ex husband my growth took wings over the next 12 years. I read about Buddhism, then turned to Native American, Paganism and it expanded from there to mulitiple religions. I was like a butterfly, flying from one flower to the next, never fully enjoying the sweet nectar until I finally had to make a choice. I came to the conclusion that Hinduism was the religion that inspired me most. It sang to me. I wanted to sing with it. I jumped into my burning desire with pure abandonment. I had been a devotee of Amma's for three years prior to making this decision. Originally I prayed for a female guru to come because my ex husband had a male guru and he didn't fit with my heart. Amma came shortly after. When I made the conscious decision to only follow Hinduism and become disciplined, Amma worked miracles. Suddenly I was doing the impossible. The unthinkable. I was walking into a room where Amma's Divine Self was Gloriously placed. It was a dream among dreams. To me she was the unreachable. I never dared dream I would meet her one day. And there she was. I fell in love the second I laid eyes on her. After 3 years of mediation on my Mother, I was finally able to lay my head in her lap. It was unexplainable the feeling in my heart. She brings me humility, joy, happiness, and peace. To see only a picture of her hand or Holy feet could send me into pure bliss itself. I can't imagine my life without her. I would be lost. I Thank Amma for inspiring me to change my life into what it is. I thank Amma for touching all our lives in the Divine way she does. A Thousand Protrations to our Divine Mother!! Jai Jai Jai Jai Jai Jai Jai Ma!!!! At Mother's Holy Lotus Feet, Always Robin Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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