Guest guest Posted December 19, 2005 Report Share Posted December 19, 2005 Dear friends ~ please keep me in your thoughts and prayers. Today I was putting some presents in a box to mail to my family, and another box to send my daughter, and I totally lost it, had to go to bed and woke up feeling sick. I know some of this is the vasanas I have around my family. I also woke up to another sexually explicit email from my stepfather in my inbox. I just couldn't take it anymore, so I wrote him a letter asking to please not send me forwards of this nature. My innocent request is likely to cause a blow up in my family if Joe tells anybody about it. My guess is he won't though because I don't think he'd want anyone else in my family to know what kind of stuff he's been sending me. I watched "I Am Amma's Baby" in bed ... didn't make it through the whole thing, but I loved it. The simplicity and innocence of having this little elephant narrate the path of a devotee in terms of ABCs was just wonderful. The first ABC is Amma's Baby Crazy. The second is Amma's Baby Confused. The third is Amma's Baby Clear ... and then we get back to crazy a few more times on our way to the end of the alphabet. Z, the little elephant said, means zero, which means when we let of our egos, and then we are nothing and everything. But it was also just seeing all the images of Mother with babies, kissing them, hugging them, feeding them, playfully nipping on their chins ... and of course Mother the with real Raj, a real baby elephant(I'm guessing is not a baby anymore)...so cute. And seeing Her beautiful smile penetrate into the depths of my being. Jai Jai Ma ~ Linda Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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