Guest guest Posted November 27, 2005 Report Share Posted November 27, 2005 Aikya wrote: Well, I've been writing away in a journal this past week. Today I realized that THAT dread was gone too. I smiled as I realized that the aftermath of this healing will be to be surprised over and over at what was linked to this undertone of dread each time I laughingly recognize another area where it is no longer there. Dear Aikya ~ what a powerful story of healing. I am so glad that your dread has been removed and that you can write freely and joyfully. I too have had an undertone of dread all my life, but mine is not healed. I thought it was all about my father's abuse, but after I lived with my mother, recently, as an adult who is ill, I realized the manipulating, the confusion, and the dread that came from my relationship with her. I am even afraid to talk to her, though I do, as a dutiful daughter, call her and have casual conversations. I pray that Devi will remove my dread because there are so many times when I touch that free, creative spirit that I am, and I want to be totally That all the time. Jai Ma ~ Linda Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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