my darshan...

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hi group,

i thought i would share my thursday night darshan with you..

it was *so* special. She gave me two hugs! my friend was a few

people behind me and said she saw it (i'm always too much in a daze to

remember)...She hugged me, let me go and then took me again! i told my

boyfriend who is away that i'd get darshan for him too so maybe it was

for him!...i have a feeling that it was an extra hug because i work

with mentally ill people now and She was trying to really super fill

me up with love so i have more to give....so as i came close to Her i

start sobbing always..she hugged me briefly and then she looked up and

then she took me again and held me for longer and tighter...i had a

picture in my hand of me and my boyfriend, it was held close to my

body face down, i dont know how she notices everything!!! She took the

picture of us out of my hand, took it from me, looked

at it and then took this ointment and dabbed the ointment with her

finger on each of our heads and gave it back to me in my hand. when

she was hugging me She was saying doteydoteydotey "daughter daughter daughter

daughter" and i was saying "amma amma amma amma"

i never knew what doteydotey meant before!!

it was so special and sweet and my heart feels so full of love and

sweetness. so amazing. what a gift to have our amma!

 

does anyone know what it all means (what She did with the picture?)

nama shivaya

dana

 

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"Love and beauty are within you. Try to express them through your

actions and you will definitely touch the very source of bliss." -

Mata Amritanandamayi