Guest guest Posted August 31, 2005 Report Share Posted August 31, 2005 Namaste, This will have to be remarkably short, but I wanted to let you know I got home from the hospital late Monday evening and cannot begin to express how much all the love and support you've sent my way has helped. I am actually much worse than I was when I went back in- the doctor says it'll take six months to get back the relative health I had in July, BUT the diagnosis has been changed and I may actually live if we make it thru the next few weeks. Please, if you pray for me, ask as we have been- that Mother set my path and allow me to follow at Her will. While my family, friends, and a whole raft of doctor would tell you my situation couldn't have been more desperate and survival less likely, I would also promise you I don't think I will ever, ever have moment and hours that I treasure more or that could be any more perfect. I am allowed to sit up without help and can walk up to about 10 steps without help, but otherwise I don't have the oxygen reserves to do anything. I really cannot wait to fill all of you in with some of the experience, but will have to do so a bit at a time as the finger action AND sitting up is a struggle. For now, know that Amma literally stayed with me- holding me in her arms sometimes and seeming to float me around the room like a mother floating an infant in bath water for an entire day while I had transfusions- the love and peace was beyond anything I can even explain and yet the "dixie" part of me was not even there -all I can explain is that "I" was without roles, personality, attachment to anything but the whole if Mother and everthing else. I was acutely aware of a thread almost thinner than gossamer that had my 'shell' attached to the real "me" and yet had no care whatsoever if it remained intact or not- nothing, in a ver real sense, was going to change if I lost me human vehicle. Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful. So much more to share, but must lay down. I love you all so much. In Mother's arms, your sister, Snehalata Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 31, 2005 Report Share Posted August 31, 2005 Dearest Snehalata, It is wonderful to hear from you and know that you are home again. Your description of Amma being with you and of your surrender are very inspiring. I will continue to pray for you, dear. Pahari Maa On Aug 31, 2005, at 4:15 PM, Dixie Lou wrote: > Namaste, >  This will have to be remarkably short, but I wanted to let you know > I got home from the hospital late Monday evening and cannot begin to > express how much all the love and support you've sent my way has > helped. > > I am actually much worse than I was when I went back in- the doctor > says it'll take six months to get back the relative health I had in > July, BUT the diagnosis has been changed and I may actually live if we > make it thru the next few weeks. Please, if you pray for me, ask as > we have been- that Mother set my path and allow me to follow at Her > will. While my family, friends, and a whole raft of doctor would tell > you my situation couldn't have been more desperate and survival less > likely, I would also promise you I don't think I will ever, ever have > moment and hours that I treasure more or that could be any more > perfect. > > I am allowed to sit up without help and can walk up to about 10 steps > without help, but otherwise I don't have the oxygen reserves to do > anything. I really cannot wait to fill all of you in with some of the > experience, but will have to do so a bit at a time as the finger > action AND sitting up is a struggle. For now, know that Amma > literally stayed with me- holding me in her arms sometimes and seeming > to float me around the room like a mother floating an infant in bath > water for an entire day while I had transfusions- the love and peace > was beyond anything I can even explain and yet the "dixie" part of me > was not even there -all I can explain is that "I" was without roles, > personality, attachment to anything but the whole if Mother and > everthing else. I was acutely aware of a thread almost thinner than > gossamer that had my 'shell' attached to the real "me" and yet had no > care whatsoever if it remained intact or not- nothing, in a ver real > sense, was going to change if I lost me human vehicle. Beautiful, > beautiful, beautiful. > > So much more to share, but must lay down. I love you all so much. > > In Mother's arms, > your sister, > Snehalata > > > > > > > > Aum Amriteswarayai Namaha! > > > > > > > ▪  Visit your group "Ammachi" on the web. >  > ▪  >  Ammachi >  > ▪  Terms of > Service. > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 31, 2005 Report Share Posted August 31, 2005 Om Amriteswarye Namah Dear Dixieji: I am very honored to even know you remotelly. Amma has blessed us with you holy company in this group. Holy Company is anyone who when you see or hear immediately remind you of God. Your posts and our one telephone conversation radiate the Divine Mother. In fact it is said that all women represent differing aspects of the Divine Mother. You remind me of Saraswati Ma. What can be said about the beauty of your spirituality, courage and strength. I am bereft of words. God has blessed us each time you have posted. Please get better so that we can enjoy you long past this decade. Love, Your Brother in Amma, George (GeorgeSon) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 31, 2005 Report Share Posted August 31, 2005 Sorry about posting so often today BROTHERS AND SISTER I WANT ALL OF YOU TO READ DIXIE'S POST BELOW THIS. I ERASED IT IN THE PREVIOUS POST OF LEOKOMOR IN THE INTEREST OF BIT AND BYTE ECONOMY. DIXIE STARTED THE STRING "THANK YOU THANK YOU" AND I WAS AFRAID SOME OF YOU WOULD NOT SEE THE ORIGINAL POST BY DIXIE. DIXIE LOU POSTS IN THE NEXT LINE: Ammachi, "Dixie Lou" <dixielou@s...> wrote: > Namaste, > This will have to be remarkably short, but I wanted to let you know I got home from the hospital late Monday evening and cannot begin to express how much all the love and support you've sent my way has helped. > > I am actually much worse than I was when I went back in- the doctor says it'll take six months to get back the relative health I had in July, BUT the diagnosis has been changed and I may actually live if we make it thru the next few weeks. Please, if you pray for me, ask as we have been- that Mother set my path and allow me to follow at Her will. While my family, friends, and a whole raft of doctor would tell you my situation couldn't have been more desperate and survival less likely, I would also promise you I don't think I will ever, ever have moment and hours that I treasure more or that could be any more perfect. > > I am allowed to sit up without help and can walk up to about 10 steps without help, but otherwise I don't have the oxygen reserves to do anything. I really cannot wait to fill all of you in with some of the experience, but will have to do so a bit at a time as the finger action AND sitting up is a struggle. For now, know that Amma literally stayed with me- holding me in her arms sometimes and seeming to float me around the room like a mother floating an infant in bath water for an entire day while I had transfusions- the love and peace was beyond anything I can even explain and yet the "dixie" part of me was not even there -all I can explain is that "I" was without roles, personality, attachment to anything but the whole if Mother and everthing else. I was acutely aware of a thread almost thinner than gossamer that had my 'shell' attached to the real "me" and yet had no care whatsoever if it remained intact or not- nothing, in a ver real sense, was going to change if I lost me human vehicle. Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful. > > So much more to share, but must lay down. I love you all so much. > > In Mother's arms, > your sister, > Snehalata > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 31, 2005 Report Share Posted August 31, 2005 Dearest Snehalata, You are in my prayers, my heart goes out to you and your family. Take it easy and get some rest. All my love. Robin Dixie Lou <dixielou wrote: Namaste, This will have to be remarkably short, but I wanted to let you know I got home from the hospital late Monday evening and cannot begin to express how much all the love and support you've sent my way has helped. I am actually much worse than I was when I went back in- the doctor says it'll take six months to get back the relative health I had in July, BUT the diagnosis has been changed and I may actually live if we make it thru the next few weeks. Please, if you pray for me, ask as we have been- that Mother set my path and allow me to follow at Her will. While my family, friends, and a whole raft of doctor would tell you my situation couldn't have been more desperate and survival less likely, I would also promise you I don't think I will ever, ever have moment and hours that I treasure more or that could be any more perfect. I am allowed to sit up without help and can walk up to about 10 steps without help, but otherwise I don't have the oxygen reserves to do anything. I really cannot wait to fill all of you in with some of the experience, but will have to do so a bit at a time as the finger action AND sitting up is a struggle. For now, know that Amma literally stayed with me- holding me in her arms sometimes and seeming to float me around the room like a mother floating an infant in bath water for an entire day while I had transfusions- the love and peace was beyond anything I can even explain and yet the "dixie" part of me was not even there -all I can explain is that "I" was without roles, personality, attachment to anything but the whole if Mother and everthing else. I was acutely aware of a thread almost thinner than gossamer that had my 'shell' attached to the real "me" and yet had no care whatsoever if it remained intact or not- nothing, in a ver real sense, was going to change if I lost me human vehicle. Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful. So much more to share, but must lay down. I love you all so much. In Mother's arms, your sister, Snehalata Aum Amriteswarayai Namaha! Hinduism religion Different religions beliefs Mata amritanandamayi Visit your group "Ammachi" on the web. Ammachi Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 31, 2005 Report Share Posted August 31, 2005 Dear Dixie, Namah shivaya. I am so awe struck reading your email. What an example you have set to all of us through your surrender and acceptance and devotion... bala leokomor <leokomor wrote: Sorry about posting so often today BROTHERS AND SISTER I WANT ALL OF YOU TO READ DIXIE'S POST BELOW THIS. I ERASED IT IN THE PREVIOUS POST OF LEOKOMOR IN THE INTEREST OF BIT AND BYTE ECONOMY. DIXIE STARTED THE STRING "THANK YOU THANK YOU" AND I WAS AFRAID SOME OF YOU WOULD NOT SEE THE ORIGINAL POST BY DIXIE. DIXIE LOU POSTS IN THE NEXT LINE: Ammachi, "Dixie Lou" <dixielou@s...> wrote: > Namaste, > This will have to be remarkably short, but I wanted to let you know I got home from the hospital late Monday evening and cannot begin to express how much all the love and support you've sent my way has helped. > > I am actually much worse than I was when I went back in- the doctor says it'll take six months to get back the relative health I had in July, BUT the diagnosis has been changed and I may actually live if we make it thru the next few weeks. Please, if you pray for me, ask as we have been- that Mother set my path and allow me to follow at Her will. While my family, friends, and a whole raft of doctor would tell you my situation couldn't have been more desperate and survival less likely, I would also promise you I don't think I will ever, ever have moment and hours that I treasure more or that could be any more perfect. > > I am allowed to sit up without help and can walk up to about 10 steps without help, but otherwise I don't have the oxygen reserves to do anything. I really cannot wait to fill all of you in with some of the experience, but will have to do so a bit at a time as the finger action AND sitting up is a struggle. For now, know that Amma literally stayed with me- holding me in her arms sometimes and seeming to float me around the room like a mother floating an infant in bath water for an entire day while I had transfusions- the love and peace was beyond anything I can even explain and yet the "dixie" part of me was not even there -all I can explain is that "I" was without roles, personality, attachment to anything but the whole if Mother and everthing else. I was acutely aware of a thread almost thinner than gossamer that had my 'shell' attached to the real "me" and yet had no care whatsoever if it remained intact or not- nothing, in a ver real sense, was going to change if I lost me human vehicle. Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful. > > So much more to share, but must lay down. I love you all so much. > > In Mother's arms, > your sister, > Snehalata > > > > Aum Amriteswarayai Namaha! Visit your group "Ammachi" on the web. Ammachi Start your day with - make it your home page Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 31, 2005 Report Share Posted August 31, 2005 Thanks for allowing us to share this experience with you!! Please keep the posts coming, if you are able. Ammachi, "leokomor" <leokomor> wrote: > Sorry about posting so often today > BROTHERS AND SISTER I WANT ALL OF YOU TO READ DIXIE'S POST BELOW > THIS. I ERASED IT IN THE PREVIOUS POST OF LEOKOMOR IN THE INTEREST > OF BIT AND BYTE ECONOMY. DIXIE STARTED THE STRING "THANK YOU THANK > YOU" AND I WAS AFRAID SOME OF YOU WOULD NOT SEE THE ORIGINAL POST BY > DIXIE. DIXIE LOU POSTS IN THE NEXT LINE: > > Ammachi, "Dixie Lou" <dixielou@s...> wrote: > > Namaste, > > This will have to be remarkably short, but I wanted to let you > know I got home from the hospital late Monday evening and cannot > begin to express how much all the love and support you've sent my way > has helped. > > > > I am actually much worse than I was when I went back in- the doctor > says it'll take six months to get back the relative health I had in > July, BUT the diagnosis has been changed and I may actually live if > we make it thru the next few weeks. Please, if you pray for me, ask > as we have been- that Mother set my path and allow me to follow at > Her will. While my family, friends, and a whole raft of doctor would > tell you my situation couldn't have been more desperate and survival > less likely, I would also promise you I don't think I will ever, ever > have moment and hours that I treasure more or that could be any more > perfect. > > > > I am allowed to sit up without help and can walk up to about 10 > steps without help, but otherwise I don't have the oxygen reserves to > do anything. I really cannot wait to fill all of you in with some of > the experience, but will have to do so a bit at a time as the finger > action AND sitting up is a struggle. For now, know that Amma > literally stayed with me- holding me in her arms sometimes and > seeming to float me around the room like a mother floating an infant > in bath water for an entire day while I had transfusions- the love > and peace was beyond anything I can even explain and yet the "dixie" > part of me was not even there -all I can explain is that "I" was > without roles, personality, attachment to anything but the whole if > Mother and everthing else. I was acutely aware of a thread almost > thinner than gossamer that had my 'shell' attached to the real "me" > and yet had no care whatsoever if it remained intact or not- nothing, > in a ver real sense, was going to change if I lost me human vehicle. > Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful. > > > > So much more to share, but must lay down. I love you all so much. > > > > In Mother's arms, > > your sister, > > Snehalata > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 31, 2005 Report Share Posted August 31, 2005 Yes!!! Jai Maa!!! I will continue to put you in my prayers and thoughts. - balakrishnan Shankar Ammachi Wednesday, August 31, 2005 7:21 PM Re: Re: Thank you, thank you Dear Dixie, Namah shivaya. I am so awe struck reading your email. What an example you have set to all of us through your surrender and acceptance and devotion... bala leokomor <leokomor wrote: Sorry about posting so often today BROTHERS AND SISTER I WANT ALL OF YOU TO READ DIXIE'S POST BELOW THIS. I ERASED IT IN THE PREVIOUS POST OF LEOKOMOR IN THE INTEREST OF BIT AND BYTE ECONOMY. DIXIE STARTED THE STRING "THANK YOU THANK YOU" AND I WAS AFRAID SOME OF YOU WOULD NOT SEE THE ORIGINAL POST BY DIXIE. DIXIE LOU POSTS IN THE NEXT LINE: Ammachi, "Dixie Lou" <dixielou@s...> wrote: > Namaste, > This will have to be remarkably short, but I wanted to let you know I got home from the hospital late Monday evening and cannot begin to express how much all the love and support you've sent my way has helped. > > I am actually much worse than I was when I went back in- the doctor says it'll take six months to get back the relative health I had in July, BUT the diagnosis has been changed and I may actually live if we make it thru the next few weeks. Please, if you pray for me, ask as we have been- that Mother set my path and allow me to follow at Her will. While my family, friends, and a whole raft of doctor would tell you my situation couldn't have been more desperate and survival less likely, I would also promise you I don't think I will ever, ever have moment and hours that I treasure more or that could be any more perfect. > > I am allowed to sit up without help and can walk up to about 10 steps without help, but otherwise I don't have the oxygen reserves to do anything. I really cannot wait to fill all of you in with some of the experience, but will have to do so a bit at a time as the finger action AND sitting up is a struggle. For now, know that Amma literally stayed with me- holding me in her arms sometimes and seeming to float me around the room like a mother floating an infant in bath water for an entire day while I had transfusions- the love and peace was beyond anything I can even explain and yet the "dixie" part of me was not even there -all I can explain is that "I" was without roles, personality, attachment to anything but the whole if Mother and everthing else. I was acutely aware of a thread almost thinner than gossamer that had my 'shell' attached to the real "me" and yet had no care whatsoever if it remained intact or not- nothing, in a ver real sense, was going to change if I lost me human vehicle. Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful. > > So much more to share, but must lay down. I love you all so much. > > In Mother's arms, > your sister, > Snehalata > > > > Aum Amriteswarayai Namaha! Visit your group "Ammachi" on the web. Ammachi Start your day with - make it your home page Aum Amriteswarayai Namaha! Hinduism religion Different religions beliefs Mata amritanandamayi a.. Visit your group "Ammachi" on the web. b.. Ammachi c.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 31, 2005 Report Share Posted August 31, 2005 Namah Shivaya Snehalata, So glad to learn you are doing better. Also so inspired by you - you are amazing! In Amma's Love, Prasadini Dixie Lou wrote: >Namaste, > This will have to be remarkably short, but I wanted to let you know I got home from the hospital late Monday evening and cannot begin to express how much all the love and support you've sent my way has helped. > >I am actually much worse than I was when I went back in- the doctor says it'll take six months to get back the relative health I had in July, BUT the diagnosis has been changed and I may actually live if we make it thru the next few weeks. Please, if you pray for me, ask as we have been- that Mother set my path and allow me to follow at Her will. While my family, friends, and a whole raft of doctor would tell you my situation couldn't have been more desperate and survival less likely, I would also promise you I don't think I will ever, ever have moment and hours that I treasure more or that could be any more perfect. > >I am allowed to sit up without help and can walk up to about 10 steps without help, but otherwise I don't have the oxygen reserves to do anything. I really cannot wait to fill all of you in with some of the experience, but will have to do so a bit at a time as the finger action AND sitting up is a struggle. For now, know that Amma literally stayed with me- holding me in her arms sometimes and seeming to float me around the room like a mother floating an infant in bath water for an entire day while I had transfusions- the love and peace was beyond anything I can even explain and yet the "dixie" part of me was not even there -all I can explain is that "I" was without roles, personality, attachment to anything but the whole if Mother and everthing else. I was acutely aware of a thread almost thinner than gossamer that had my 'shell' attached to the real "me" and yet had no care whatsoever if it remained intact or not- nothing, in a ver real sense, was going to change if I lost me human vehicle. Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful. > >So much more to share, but must lay down. I love you all so much. > >In Mother's arms, >your sister, >Snehalata > > > > > > > > >Aum Amriteswarayai Namaha! > Links > > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 1, 2005 Report Share Posted September 1, 2005 Namah Shivaya Sister Snehalata!! Its just wonderful see your post again. before you starting sharing your experiences, please get yourself back to normal. praying for your quick recovery, at Her Lotus Feet, Her baby : ) - Dixie Lou Ammachi Wednesday, August 31, 2005 4:15 PM Thank you, thank you Namaste, This will have to be remarkably short, but I wanted to let you know I got home from the hospital late Monday evening and cannot begin to express how much all the love and support you've sent my way has helped. I am actually much worse than I was when I went back in- the doctor says it'll take six months to get back the relative health I had in July, BUT the diagnosis has been changed and I may actually live if we make it thru the next few weeks. Please, if you pray for me, ask as we have been- that Mother set my path and allow me to follow at Her will. While my family, friends, and a whole raft of doctor would tell you my situation couldn't have been more desperate and survival less likely, I would also promise you I don't think I will ever, ever have moment and hours that I treasure more or that could be any more perfect. I am allowed to sit up without help and can walk up to about 10 steps without help, but otherwise I don't have the oxygen reserves to do anything. I really cannot wait to fill all of you in with some of the experience, but will have to do so a bit at a time as the finger action AND sitting up is a struggle. For now, know that Amma literally stayed with me- holding me in her arms sometimes and seeming to float me around the room like a mother floating an infant in bath water for an entire day while I had transfusions- the love and peace was beyond anything I can even explain and yet the "dixie" part of me was not even there -all I can explain is that "I" was without roles, personality, attachment to anything but the whole if Mother and everthing else. I was acutely aware of a thread almost thinner than gossamer that had my 'shell' attached to the real "me" and yet had no care whatsoever if it remained intact or not- nothing, in a ver real sense, was going to change if I lost me human vehicle. Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful. So much more to share, but must lay down. I love you all so much. In Mother's arms, your sister, Snehalata Aum Amriteswarayai Namaha! a.. Visit your group "Ammachi" on the web. b.. Ammachi c.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 1, 2005 Report Share Posted September 1, 2005 Namah Sivaya Snehalata and welcome home. I am glad to hear your experience. Take good care and return as you can. Dixie Lou wrote: >Namaste, > This will have to be remarkably short, but I wanted to let you know I got home from the hospital late Monday evening and cannot begin to express how much all the love and support you've sent my way has helped. > >I am actually much worse than I was when I went back in- the doctor says it'll take six months to get back the relative health I had in July, BUT the diagnosis has been changed and I may actually live if we make it thru the next few weeks. Please, if you pray for me, ask as we have been- that Mother set my path and allow me to follow at Her will. While my family, friends, and a whole raft of doctor would tell you my situation couldn't have been more desperate and survival less likely, I would also promise you I don't think I will ever, ever have moment and hours that I treasure more or that could be any more perfect. > > [snip] -- "Naan Amme Snehikkunnu" Be Love, Egyirba (Berijoy) http://www.egyirba.net A self of all things one and eternal are behind the appearances of the Universe. All things are united in that One Self and Spirit. These are divided by an ignorance of their true Self, Reality in the mind, life and body. A certain psychological discipline can remove this thin layer that distinguishes consciousness and become aware of the true self, the Divinity within all of us. --Sri Aurobindo Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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