Guest guest Posted August 13, 2005 Report Share Posted August 13, 2005 Namah Shivaya Sweta, I feel somewhat the way you do. I was not able to be with Mother in June because I was sick the whole time she was in San Ramon and LA. I was able to be with Karunamayi for a little while.(My husband is really into Her) As wonderful as She is, I felt myself holding back my heart. I didn't feel bad about being there, in fact I felt guilty about not being able to open myself to Her more fully. THEN I really missed Mother. In many ways it was a silly thing to do because in reality they are both the same. Isn't God in one person the same as God in another? It is the form of our Mother that I missed so much. But we are where we are, and I seem to have regressed from kindergarten to pre-preschool. Jai Ma! (whatever form) Prasadini wrote: >Om Namah Shivaya, > >Several times I've seen Karunamayi. The last time, I >felt some trepadation about receiving Karunamayi's >darshan. A swami said that to go to another Guru for >help, when you already have a Guru, is like being >unfaithful in a marriage. But, I figured that it's >good to keep satvic company. > >While standing in line, as I wondered if it was O.K. >to receive Karunamayi's darshan, I felt what seemed >like pure goodness all around me. But, I decided not >to attend anymore of Karunamayi's programs during her >summer tour. I'm feeling increasingly devoted to >Ammachi, & just don't feel the need for another Guru's >blessing. Amma gives me everything I need. As I >recall, after seeing Karunamayi, I just missed Amma >even more. > >Sweta > > > > > > > > > >Aum Amriteswarayai Namaha! > Links > > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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