To Pekka on looking in Amma's Eyes

[Guest guest]

Pekka wrote:

 

I am not sure whether I

would dare to look deep in her eyes myself. I use to attend to local

satsang group here in Helsinki. I once stared for long time her

picture at the temple and started to feel very dizzy. I wonder what

would happen if I looked her like that in "live situation"...

 

 

 

Dear Pekka ~ one of the last times I was able to see Mother, She held me so

we gazed into each other eyes. I saw the Universe in Her eyes. I don't know

what else to say about this as it was an experience that defies description.

Perhaps it is another one for me to paint.

Jai Ma ~ Linda

 

Aside to everyone from stage left: I believe Amma is really going to work on

me, and not at all in the manner I would have expected, but it shows how much

She really knows and loves Her children.

 

I had pretty much stopped singing and performing and had written no new

songs in months, until suddenly, out of the inspiring ground of the digest,Amma

re-awakened this part of me. You see I have been embarassed to sing because my

illness has changed my voice, but now Amma is sending met these songs, and I

love to sing them, and I don't care how I sound ~ it is all in the feeling.

Also, in listening to the bhajan tapes, I feel I am getting singing lessons

from Big Swami, and I can feel my voice beginning to come back. This is truly a

miracle.

 

Also, because I am living in a trailer, I have felt I couldn't really paint,

which is just a restriction I was putting on myself out of fear I believe.

Now I am getting inspired with all these images of Amma that I want to paint,

and I feel like I can just get in there and play like a child and Amma will

guide my hand. I had been doing some colored pencil drawings ~ nice images,

but colored pencil is a kind of uptight medium to work with. Someone in a

previous digest mentioned envisioning Amma as a flying star trailing a rainbow.

This has embedded itself in my mind, and I want to paint it. Then I had the

feeling of wanting to paint Amma's feet. And now I feel I must paint the

Universe-in-Her-Eyes-Amma.

 

I have begun to realize that Amma sometimes answers our prayers when we

haven't even asked yet. We haven't formulated something strongly enough to be a

prayer. Also I don't know if I would have thought of asking Amma to help me out

with my singing and my art.

I have not hesitated to ask Her help with my illness, yet these other areas

are where She has chosen to reach and help me. It brings tears to me eyes

because to feel I am getting my music and art back are like the best presents my

Mother could give. Jai Jai Ma ~ Linda

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

oh, lindaji! i'm so glad you are getting into all your art these days!

 

i just love Maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

 

Aum Amriteswarayi Namah!

 

nierika wrote:

 

>[snip]

>I have begun to realize that Amma sometimes answers our prayers when we

>haven't even asked yet. We haven't formulated something strongly enough to be a

>prayer. Also I don't know if I would have thought of asking Amma to help me out

> with my singing and my art.

>I have not hesitated to ask Her help with my illness, yet these other areas

>are where She has chosen to reach and help me. It brings tears to me eyes

>because to feel I am getting my music and art back are like the best presents

my

>Mother could give. Jai Jai Ma ~ Linda

>

 

--

"Naan Amme Snehikkunnu"

 

Be Love,

Egyirba (Berijoy)

http://www.egyirba.net

 

With every rising of the sun, think of your life as just begun. –Anonymous

[Guest guest]

Namah Shviaya,

 

The opportunities I've missed to look into Amma's eyes, I regret. It's said

that every glance from a mahatma has a significance. The first time I looked

into Amma's eyes, was when I requested a mantra. When She said "yes," somehow I

thought I perceived that Amma could see Everything.

 

Sweta

 

nierika wrote:

Linad wrote: "I saw the Universe in Her eyes. I don't know

what else to say about this as it was an experience that defies description."