Guest guest Posted July 13, 2005 Report Share Posted July 13, 2005 My first darshan my token number was 1850!! (I didn't know that since I was new I could get a lower number) I came at 7 pm and stayed till 4 am (my darshan was at around 2 or 3 am, this was in New York where it tends to be very crowded). I only knew I was going to see an Indian teacher and maybe hang out for an hour, I ended up sitting close to Ammachi, filled with bliss and sitting with a straight back(!!!) for hours in seated meditation with tears running down my face till it was my turn for Darshan. I was filled with Amma's energy and was up all night filled with Mother's bhakti bliss. It is so indescribable, like taking a drug only it was all real. Amma is intoxicating Also, I have taken mini-naps while sitting in the hall with Mother, I just put my head down and snooze for a few, then I can stay awake later. Very refreshing and don't feel guilty because in sleep you can receive energy in a different way. Who knows, sometimes Mother may creep into your dreams! Nama Shivaya, Dana Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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