Guest guest Posted November 21, 2004 Report Share Posted November 21, 2004 Robin wrote: How do you put feelings on a blank computer screen? This time is very hard for me right now. The holidays. I don't know why exactly. Maybe because I have no mate to share it with. I use to think I was ok with that. Now I am not so sure. I feel like my family is broken. And It will be my first Christmas without my parents. The first in 30 years. I have people to share it with. But it is still not the same. Dear Robin, IMHO you did a terrific job of translating your feelings onto a blank computer screen. You too are an angel, dropping letters from heaven. I have a mate to share the holidays with, and yet, he is not into it the way I am, so my enthusiasm is dampened. My family too, is broken, and though we will probably talk to each other on Christmas Day, I am the black sheep and have been isolated and shunned by my family. So, as you said, it is not the same. On the other hand, I feel we in this group are all part of a family, and I know we will celebrate the holidays in our own unique ways, but perhaps we can find something to do together, some sankalpa ~ a special moment of prayer or even something simple like hanging an ornament on the tree for the group (wow! I think I will make a special one just for that purpose). Anyhow, despite your difficulties, you have been an inspiration to me, and I'm sure to many others, and we are our own special family. Jai Ma ~ Linda Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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