Robin (was Everyone)

[Guest guest]

Namah Shivaya Robin.

 

Thanks for sharing your problems honestly. Statistically, many, if

not most, folks go through the same (the 'lows' in spiritual life,

although each may have a different 'low' expression than yours).

 

I get the feeling that you are using this group as a 'spiritual

oxygen mask' or as 'battery recharger' from time to time, and the

current tensions are upsetting you (because you can't

breathe/recharge).

 

My advice/request to you is this:

1. Do not be so dependent on any group. Find your internal battery;

it's hidden somewhere in you.

2. Instead try to treat the group as walk in a garden (and accept it

that some days the garden will be littered).

3. Do not leave the group JUST BECAUSE there is some unpleasantness

in the group; the tensions are there for a few days only. Perhaps it

was necessary for some karma to be relieved. don't panic.

 

REMEMBER THIS: if you leave the group, the hard reality of life in

such transactions is that no one else loses anything; only you lose.

 

Now, if you have other compelling reasons to leave the group, then

do as you wish; but this reason alone, to my mind, is not compelling

enough.

 

Hope this cheered, instead of deflating, your spirits.

 

Jai Ma!