Guest guest Posted September 21, 2004 Report Share Posted September 21, 2004 I prayed for you today..that things will get better and less complicated for you ammaslotus.......Good Luck ammaslotus <ammaslotus wrote:Don't blame them, children. It is extremely difficult to remove egotism and jealousy. These are even seen in advanced sadhaks [spiritual practitioners]. Ammachi, Awaken Children, vol. 1 (brackets by author) Amma says she is a surgeon popping our poisonous boils and it is a painful process that those who are closer and longer with Her, get constantly. Imagine the heat of the ego burning that comes up for them who are around Her all the time without a break. Im scared to face that fire of renunciation. Mother give me strength. Please pray for me brothers and sisters as the heat has alreayd intensified as this moth gets closer to the soul fire of the eternal flame of Self. It has been so rough at work,..i m messing up right and left even as im doing great energy healing with the guests. Every day im scared i am going to get fired and not be able to get these debts paid off and make my renunciate fee. I have just been suspended from one of my jobs. I am tempted to rent a peaceful retreat dome home in the country side and play life by my rules. But then i remember Amma is prepping me... She must be for it obviously no walk in the park to face the ego with the full light of her love. I have never had such high stress jobs. I feel more compassion for those souls who deal with this constantly. I get some solace from knowing ithat it is temporary but im getting beheaded at every turn. all so that i can learn to love and not blame others especially when they are crucifying me for no reason i agree with. St francis prayer Lord make me an instrument of Your peace, where there is hatred, let me sow love, where there is injury, pardon, where thereis doubt faith, where there is despair, hope where there is darkness light and where there is sadness, joy. Let me not so much seek to be consoled as to console to be understood as to understand, to be loved as to love, for it is giving that we receive, it is inpardoning that we are pardoned and it is in dying that we are born to eternal life. This is a nice quote I just got from the Mystic Christ Paul If i speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging symbol. If i have the gift of prophesy and can fathom all mysteres and all knowledge, and if i have the faith to move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. If i give all i possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames but have not love, I gain nothing. I Corinthians 13:1-3 NIV Learning to love is painful especially when tohers are mean to you first and you got ot remember to give them the other cheek. OW Amma says it s always our karma... OW In Her Aloha Ambujam Aum Amriteswarayai Namaha! Ammachi/ Ammachi vote. - Register online to vote today! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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