Doubting Daughter

[Guest guest]

Namaste Everyone!

 

I thought I would share more of my deep "thoughts" with all of you again, but I

am in such a blissful mood I can not bring myself to do it just now. Perhaps

tomorrow. I will share some current events and lighter thoughts though. I think

that I have realized my situation at work. It still doesn't make it easier but

at least I have realized my lesson. I know since I have met Mother my "tests"

have all of a sudden seemed ten times harder. I think she speeds up the process

of purification in us to bring us to liberation faster. I don't know what it

means that we are all having problems with our work. Very interesting though. As

I went in to work that morning I kept praying for the strength to deal with the

situation. I saw nothing in my eyes all day that Mother was working in any

mysterious way. I was getting aggravated. Finally at the end of the day several

things just seem to click into place. I think that my "higher up " manager is

FINALLY seeing the "bigger" picture and things are

being taken care of. At least in this immediate situation. I am still

continuing to look for another job, Mother has already gave me the go ahead on

this. And with my work when one problem is solved #1 it is by only a miracle and

#2 there are ten more bubbling up to follow that will never be resolved. So I'm

just thankful to at least have a job to go back to on Monday. I'm sorry for

sounding like a child with a temper tantrum and for ever doubting our Mother

when I have seen with my own eyes and heart what she can do for us. You all

light up my days. All my love and prayers.

 

At Amma's Lotus Feet,

Robin