First meeting with Amma

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Namah Shivaya Robin,

 

Go to the official San Ramon website, then Tours then travel exchange ,

then put in the search the name "Adriane" or "Fairfield ride

share"....and I feel certain you will find another angel of Amma'

making.

 

Blessings

Amritavarshini

 

 

On Friday, July 2, 2004, at 09:10 PM, Robin Wilson wrote:

 

> Namaste Dear Brothers and Sisters,

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> I want to thank all of you so much for praying for me. I feel so

> uplifted. I have my faith restored. I am VERY grateful for that!!

> Thank you all so much for your kindness! My headache is also gone and

> I have using the sacred ash more sparingly. A special thanks to those

> of you who individually emailed me and for keeping me in the Grace of

> Mother and for holding my hand when I needed it most. :-) Today went a

> little hectic but I think I did well handling the situations. My car

> was not fixed like it was suppose to be today but that was OK with me,

> I knew that it would be taken care of. My boss let me take her car

> home for the entire weekend. (What a Saint!) But right as we were

> getting off for work early her mother had been in a car accident and

> had to use her car and rush over too meet her and make sure everything

> was OK. She then proceeded to call another co-worker and friend and

> asked if she could bring me up to meet her so that she could drive to

> her sisters work and t!

> hey could

> all drive back home so that I could use HER car. I was dumb founded

> at this and started to cry because I didn't want to be a burden to her

> while she was having a hard time taking care of her mother. I insisted

> that my friend call her back and tell her NO that I would find another

> way or drive my own car if necessary but she wouldn't take no for an

> answer. In any case her mother was fine and all turned out to be well.

> I ended up taking her car home for the weekend. Some people go way out

> of there way for others it shows true compassion. She had to take care

> of her mother and was trying her best to take care of me all week, it

> is very touching.

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> Well I must pour out my heart here and tell you that I might

> finally get to meet Mother for the first time after a little over

> three years of being a devotee. It all depends on if my ex can get off

> on the two days to Iowa or the two days to Chicago to take me down

> there. I have also posted that if anyone could take me there and back

> from St. Louis on the web site. I'm just so nervous about this whole

> thing, riding with people I don't know. And I have no money to stay in

> a room there. I might be able to buy something to eat along the way.

> If my ex and I go we will stay in our car for the night. Which I don't

> mind either way. As long as I get to see Amma!! I have so many mixed

> emotions about this. I was hoping that all of you might share your

> stories with me on how long you were devotees before finally meeting

> with Amma and what was the first experience like? Did you cry? Did you

> not? Did you feel "something" or not? Tell me EVERY detail!! How did

> the trip go? etc etc. How !

> long does

> it take to sit and wait in line? Everything. How do I see if I may

> get a mantra at Devi Bhava? Is this the only time I can do so? Will I

> understand her if she whispers this in my ear?? How long will I get a

> hug? How long does it SEEM to last? How do I see if she will give me a

> name? This list could go on I will stop bombarding you all with

> questions. (blush) I just know that I have DREAMED..........!! of this

> day sense I was a small child. I have always had faith in the Divine

> somehow, even without being brought up spiritually and my parents

> never believing in such things. I felt it. I have always believed. I

> had always wondered what it would be like if I met Jesus. This is it

> for me! Amma Is my Jesus. This is SUCH a long awaited day. A life

> time. An eon. An eternity. A long path of looking, searching,

> learning, and discovering. A long road of different paths that lead me

> to Hinduism, which lead me to Ammachi. I'm going to meet my GURU!!

> GOD!! GODDESS!! THE DIVINE MOTHER!!!

> This is

> not even CLOSE to how my heart feels at this point. Excitement, Fear,

> Happiness, Love, Doubt, Amazement, Humble, Gifted, Blessed, Blessed,

> BLESSED!!! My heart will be so shattered if it does not come into

> being. To wait another agonizing year for her to come back. She HAS

> to let me come!!! She just HAS to!! Every time I hear this song I

> think of this day that might happen next week or it will happen at a

> later time. Its by Mercy Me:

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> I CAN ONLY IMAGINE

> I can only imagine what it will be like

> When I walk by your side

> I can only imagine what my eyes will see

> When you face is before me

> I can only imagine

> Surrounded by your glory

> What will my heart feel

> Will I dance for you Amma

> Or in awe of you be still

> Will I stand in your presence

> Or to my knees will I fall

> Will I sing Hallelujah

> Will I be able to speak at all

> I can only imagine when all I do

> Is forever, forever worship you

> I can only imagine.

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> At Amma's Lotus Feet,

> Robin

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> A Thousand Prostration's to Our Divine Mother Ammachi!!!

> OM SHANTI, SHANTI, SHANTI

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> Aum Amriteswarayai Namaha!

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