Guest guest Posted June 30, 2004 Report Share Posted June 30, 2004 Hi Brigitte, Yeah we had the same problem getting to see Mother in Spain, and all this coming after i was not permitted entry to the US to see Amma in San Ramon.....now again my father, and sister and myself found out a few days ago that Amma wasn't going to come to Barcelona, i just think of the waste of peoples money that have non-refundable tickets already booked, i am not sure what to make of this, or what Mother has to say about her inability to come and see Her children ??? Rick Ammachi, Brigitte Lange <brlange2000> wrote: > > Hello Robin, om namah shivaja! > During the last weeks I also had some experience about > cars and loosing money. > I visited my aunt in hospital and a big stone flew > against the car window, so I had to have it repaired. > Then we went for 2 weeks to the French ashram. > After the first week's retreat we wanted to go to > Chartres to see the cathedral and had a small accident > with a motorcycle,but again the repair costs some > money, 2 days after again a stone at the freshly > repaired window...a new window again! > Now I booked a cheap flight to Barcelona, and Amma's > visit is cancelled and I cannot return the ticket. > Another loss. > So I ask myself: what does Amma wants to teach me with > these money losses? Is it a mirror for not having > enough awareness with money? with energy? > Dear Robin, is there any resonance for you? > Greetings > Brigitte > > > > --- Robin Wilson <lilymoonjewel> wrote: > > > > > > Dear Brothers and Sisters, > > > > I don't want to sound like a tempermental child, > but I want to feel closer to my brothers and sisters > today. I am going through a very difficult time. I > seem to have lost all faith in our Mother! Why would > this happen? I can only think that I have been praying > very hard to be able to cry for her because I could > not. Did this some how come about to make me more able > to cry. It is working. But now all I have are extreme > fear and doubt. I had such a bad night. I woke up to > the sound of some one's car alarm, only to find out it > was MINE. I don't HAVE a car alarm!! At least I never > heard it go off before and I have had this car for at > least a year. The previous owner never told me it had > one. In any case It went off three times last night. I > finally just left my car unlocked so it wouldn't go > off again. Then as I am driving to work my breaks are > going out and getting worst as I drove on to work, it > seemed like within minutes. As you all know I am > already stressed out about not getting > the child support that I need. In any case it had to > be fixed and is in the shop. I feel like the more I am > praying the more bad things are happening. I remember > a story yesterday in the postings about Man A and Man > B on the Island, Perhaps your prayers will be heard if > mine are not strong enough. I just feel lost and alone > right now. I feel like Mother has left me! I have SO > MANY doubts about Amma now!!! I have never had this. > Not to this extent. I know you are all praying for me, > I only want to hear from all of you so I can feel > Mothers love again. I only want to believe and have > faith in our Mother again. I don't care about the > money, I just want to believe again!!! Someone PLEASE > help guide me back to my Mother!!! > > At Amma's Lotus Feet, > > Robin > > > > > > > > > > > > Aum Amriteswarayai Namaha! > > > Sponsor > > > > Links > > > Ammachi/ > > > Ammachi > > > Terms of Service. > > > > > > > > New and Improved Mail - Send 10MB messages! > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 30, 2004 Report Share Posted June 30, 2004 Hello: These stories are unfortunate. I am sorry to hear that people are upset, losing money, and in doubt and pain. Why did Amma cancel her trip to Spain? Ammachi, "Rick" <rickiesharma@h...> wrote: > > Hi Brigitte, > > Yeah we had the same problem getting to see Mother in Spain, and all > this coming after i was not permitted entry to the US to see Amma in > San Ramon.....now again my father, and sister and myself found out a > few days ago that Amma wasn't going to come to Barcelona, i just > think of the waste of peoples money that have non-refundable tickets > already booked, i am not sure what to make of this, or what Mother > has to say about her inability to come and see Her children ??? > > Rick > > > > Ammachi, Brigitte Lange <brlange2000> > wrote: > > > > Hello Robin, om namah shivaja! > > During the last weeks I also had some experience about > > cars and loosing money. > > I visited my aunt in hospital and a big stone flew > > against the car window, so I had to have it repaired. > > Then we went for 2 weeks to the French ashram. > > After the first week's retreat we wanted to go to > > Chartres to see the cathedral and had a small accident > > with a motorcycle,but again the repair costs some > > money, 2 days after again a stone at the freshly > > repaired window...a new window again! > > Now I booked a cheap flight to Barcelona, and Amma's > > visit is cancelled and I cannot return the ticket. > > Another loss. > > So I ask myself: what does Amma wants to teach me with > > these money losses? Is it a mirror for not having > > enough awareness with money? with energy? > > Dear Robin, is there any resonance for you? > > Greetings > > Brigitte > > > > > > > > --- Robin Wilson <lilymoonjewel> wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > Dear Brothers and Sisters, > > > > > > > > I don't want to sound like a tempermental child, > > but I want to feel closer to my brothers and sisters > > today. I am going through a very difficult time. I > > seem to have lost all faith in our Mother! Why would > > this happen? I can only think that I have been praying > > very hard to be able to cry for her because I could > > not. Did this some how come about to make me more able > > to cry. It is working. But now all I have are extreme > > fear and doubt. I had such a bad night. I woke up to > > the sound of some one's car alarm, only to find out it > > was MINE. I don't HAVE a car alarm!! At least I never > > heard it go off before and I have had this car for at > > least a year. The previous owner never told me it had > > one. In any case It went off three times last night. I > > finally just left my car unlocked so it wouldn't go > > off again. Then as I am driving to work my breaks are > > going out and getting worst as I drove on to work, it > > seemed like within minutes. As you all know I am > > already stressed out about not getting > > the child support that I need. In any case it had to > > be fixed and is in the shop. I feel like the more I am > > praying the more bad things are happening. I remember > > a story yesterday in the postings about Man A and Man > > B on the Island, Perhaps your prayers will be heard if > > mine are not strong enough. I just feel lost and alone > > right now. I feel like Mother has left me! I have SO > > MANY doubts about Amma now!!! I have never had this. > > Not to this extent. I know you are all praying for me, > > I only want to hear from all of you so I can feel > > Mothers love again. I only want to believe and have > > faith in our Mother again. I don't care about the > > money, I just want to believe again!!! Someone PLEASE > > help guide me back to my Mother!!! > > > > At Amma's Lotus Feet, > > > > Robin > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Aum Amriteswarayai Namaha! > > > > > > Sponsor > > > > > > > > Links > > > > > > Ammachi/ > > > > > > Ammachi > > > > > > Terms of Service. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > New and Improved Mail - Send 10MB messages! > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 1, 2004 Report Share Posted July 1, 2004 Hi Rick, Brigitte , and all, I know that this is no consolation , but let me say that Amma knows that many of Her children would have had to cancel tickets and lose money ion the attemot to see Her- and i have faith that all of you who tried to go see Amma but failed because of these changes will still get the full benefit of having gone to see Amma. I have faith that Amma knows that you attempetd to see Her and are dissapointed and i have faith that Her love and grace will reach you - You will find yourself rewarded as much as you would have been had the program not got canceeld and you had gone. After all, if we take 1 step towards Her She takes a 100 towards us. I know this personally- last year i couldnt go to Amritavarsham - i had to cancel my tickets at the last minute because of visa issues- i felt miserable that i couldnt go to my Mother's biggest bday party- but in november when I told Amma that i had not been able to come to Amritavarsham, Amma replied "It doesnt matter son, Amma thought of you"- That was enough - She thought of me !! In spite of all the million things She had to do and the thousands She had to meet, She nevertheless thought of me!- She thought of all of us who couldnt attend. Since She thought of me, I am sure I benefited at some level as much as i would have had i managed to go. What a compassionate Mother we have! bala Rick <rickiesharma wrote: Hi Brigitte, Yeah we had the same problem getting to see Mother in Spain, and all this coming after i was not permitted entry to the US to see Amma in San Ramon.....now again my father, and sister and myself found out a few days ago that Amma wasn't going to come to Barcelona, i just think of the waste of peoples money that have non-refundable tickets already booked, i am not sure what to make of this, or what Mother has to say about her inability to come and see Her children ??? Rick Ammachi, Brigitte Lange <brlange2000> wrote: > > Hello Robin, om namah shivaja! > During the last weeks I also had some experience about > cars and loosing money. > I visited my aunt in hospital and a big stone flew > against the car window, so I had to have it repaired. > Then we went for 2 weeks to the French ashram. > After the first week's retreat we wanted to go to > Chartres to see the cathedral and had a small accident > with a motorcycle,but again the repair costs some > money, 2 days after again a stone at the freshly > repaired window...a new window again! > Now I booked a cheap flight to Barcelona, and Amma's > visit is cancelled and I cannot return the ticket. > Another loss. > So I ask myself: what does Amma wants to teach me with > these money losses? Is it a mirror for not having > enough awareness with money? with energy? > Dear Robin, is there any resonance for you? > Greetings > Brigitte > > > > --- Robin Wilson <lilymoonjewel> wrote: > > > > > > Dear Brothers and Sisters, > > > > I don't want to sound like a tempermental child, > but I want to feel closer to my brothers and sisters > today. I am going through a very difficult time. I > seem to have lost all faith in our Mother! Why would > this happen? I can only think that I have been praying > very hard to be able to cry for her because I could > not. Did this some how come about to make me more able > to cry. It is working. But now all I have are extreme > fear and doubt. I had such a bad night. I woke up to > the sound of some one's car alarm, only to find out it > was MINE. I don't HAVE a car alarm!! At least I never > heard it go off before and I have had this car for at > least a year. The previous owner never told me it had > one. In any case It went off three times last night. I > finally just left my car unlocked so it wouldn't go > off again. Then as I am driving to work my breaks are > going out and getting worst as I drove on to work, it > seemed like within minutes. As you all know I am > already stressed out about not getting > the child support that I need. In any case it had to > be fixed and is in the shop. I feel like the more I am > praying the more bad things are happening. I remember > a story yesterday in the postings about Man A and Man > B on the Island, Perhaps your prayers will be heard if > mine are not strong enough. I just feel lost and alone > right now. I feel like Mother has left me! I have SO > MANY doubts about Amma now!!! I have never had this. > Not to this extent. I know you are all praying for me, > I only want to hear from all of you so I can feel > Mothers love again. I only want to believe and have > faith in our Mother again. I don't care about the > money, I just want to believe again!!! Someone PLEASE > help guide me back to my Mother!!! > > At Amma's Lotus Feet, > > Robin > > > > > > > > > > > > Aum Amriteswarayai Namaha! > > > Sponsor > > > > Links > > > Ammachi/ > > > Ammachi > > > Terms of Service. > > > > > > > > New and Improved Mail - Send 10MB messages! > Aum Amriteswarayai Namaha! Ammachi/ Ammachi Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 1, 2004 Report Share Posted July 1, 2004 Bala this is beautiful. You made me cry reading your love and truth of our mother!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank you for sharing. In Loves Service malati Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 2, 2004 Report Share Posted July 2, 2004 yes, amma will be coming to barcelona july 13th. not by accident! http://www.cpwr.org (she's not mentioned there yet) the DC program will be now only on the 15th. rick, brigitte and others: i hope you didn't throw your tickets away! in amma christiane Ammachi, balakrishnan Shankar <balakrishnan_sh> wrote: > Hi Rick, Brigitte , and all, > > I know that this is no consolation , but let me say that Amma knows that many of Her children would have had to cancel tickets and lose money ion the attemot to see Her- and i have faith that all of you who tried to go see Amma but failed because of these changes will still get the full benefit of having gone to see Amma. I have faith that Amma knows that you attempetd to see Her and are dissapointed and i have faith that Her love and grace will reach you - > You will find yourself rewarded as much as you would have been had the program not got canceeld and you had gone. After all, if we take 1 step towards Her She takes a 100 towards us. > > I know this personally- last year i couldnt go to Amritavarsham - i had to cancel my tickets at the last minute because of visa issues- i felt miserable that i couldnt go to my Mother's biggest bday party- > > but in november when I told Amma that i had not been able to come to Amritavarsham, Amma replied "It doesnt matter son, Amma thought of you"- > > That was enough - She thought of me !! In spite of all the million things She had to do and the thousands She had to meet, She nevertheless thought of me!- She thought of all of us who couldnt attend. > > Since She thought of me, I am sure I benefited at some level as much as i would have had i managed to go. What a compassionate Mother we have! > > bala > > > > Rick <rickiesharma@h...> wrote: > > Hi Brigitte, > > Yeah we had the same problem getting to see Mother in Spain, and all > this coming after i was not permitted entry to the US to see Amma in > San Ramon.....now again my father, and sister and myself found out a > few days ago that Amma wasn't going to come to Barcelona, i just > think of the waste of peoples money that have non-refundable tickets > already booked, i am not sure what to make of this, or what Mother > has to say about her inability to come and see Her children ??? > > Rick > > > > Ammachi, Brigitte Lange <brlange2000> > wrote: > > > > Hello Robin, om namah shivaja! > > During the last weeks I also had some experience about > > cars and loosing money. > > I visited my aunt in hospital and a big stone flew > > against the car window, so I had to have it repaired. > > Then we went for 2 weeks to the French ashram. > > After the first week's retreat we wanted to go to > > Chartres to see the cathedral and had a small accident > > with a motorcycle,but again the repair costs some > > money, 2 days after again a stone at the freshly > > repaired window...a new window again! > > Now I booked a cheap flight to Barcelona, and Amma's > > visit is cancelled and I cannot return the ticket. > > Another loss. > > So I ask myself: what does Amma wants to teach me with > > these money losses? Is it a mirror for not having > > enough awareness with money? with energy? > > Dear Robin, is there any resonance for you? > > Greetings > > Brigitte > > > > > > > > --- Robin Wilson <lilymoonjewel> wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > Dear Brothers and Sisters, > > > > > > > > I don't want to sound like a tempermental child, > > but I want to feel closer to my brothers and sisters > > today. I am going through a very difficult time. I > > seem to have lost all faith in our Mother! Why would > > this happen? I can only think that I have been praying > > very hard to be able to cry for her because I could > > not. Did this some how come about to make me more able > > to cry. It is working. But now all I have are extreme > > fear and doubt. I had such a bad night. I woke up to > > the sound of some one's car alarm, only to find out it > > was MINE. I don't HAVE a car alarm!! At least I never > > heard it go off before and I have had this car for at > > least a year. The previous owner never told me it had > > one. In any case It went off three times last night. I > > finally just left my car unlocked so it wouldn't go > > off again. Then as I am driving to work my breaks are > > going out and getting worst as I drove on to work, it > > seemed like within minutes. As you all know I am > > already stressed out about not getting > > the child support that I need. In any case it had to > > be fixed and is in the shop. I feel like the more I am > > praying the more bad things are happening. I remember > > a story yesterday in the postings about Man A and Man > > B on the Island, Perhaps your prayers will be heard if > > mine are not strong enough. I just feel lost and alone > > right now. I feel like Mother has left me! I have SO > > MANY doubts about Amma now!!! I have never had this. > > Not to this extent. I know you are all praying for me, > > I only want to hear from all of you so I can feel > > Mothers love again. I only want to believe and have > > faith in our Mother again. I don't care about the > > money, I just want to believe again!!! Someone PLEASE > > help guide me back to my Mother!!! > > > > At Amma's Lotus Feet, > > > > Robin > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Aum Amriteswarayai Namaha! > > > > > > Sponsor > > > > > > > > Links > > > > > > Ammachi/ > > > > > > Ammachi > > > > > > Terms of Service. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > New and Improved Mail - Send 10MB messages! > > > > > > Aum Amriteswarayai Namaha! > > > Sponsor > > > > Links > > > Ammachi/ > > > Ammachi > > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 2, 2004 Report Share Posted July 2, 2004 Bala, I am reminded of the story of Agastya during the Siva-Parvati wedding. Lord Siva asked Agastya to go to the south of India to maintain the spiritual balance(all other saints were heading out to Kailasa for the wedding). So likewise, perhaps Amma wants to maintain the spiritual balance on earth by deputing select shishyas to remain at certain places :-). -yogaman Ammachi, balakrishnan Shankar <balakrishnan_sh> wrote: > Hi Rick, Brigitte , and all, > > I know that this is no consolation , but let me say that Amma knows that many of Her children would have had to cancel tickets and lose money ion the attemot to see Her- and i have faith that all of you who tried to go see Amma but failed because of these changes will still get the full benefit of having gone to see Amma. I have faith that Amma knows that you attempetd to see Her and are dissapointed and i have faith that Her love and grace will reach you - > You will find yourself rewarded as much as you would have been had the program not got canceeld and you had gone. After all, if we take 1 step towards Her She takes a 100 towards us. > > I know this personally- last year i couldnt go to Amritavarsham - i had to cancel my tickets at the last minute because of visa issues- i felt miserable that i couldnt go to my Mother's biggest bday party- > > but in november when I told Amma that i had not been able to come to Amritavarsham, Amma replied "It doesnt matter son, Amma thought of you"- > > That was enough - She thought of me !! In spite of all the million things She had to do and the thousands She had to meet, She nevertheless thought of me!- She thought of all of us who couldnt attend. > > Since She thought of me, I am sure I benefited at some level as much as i would have had i managed to go. What a compassionate Mother we have! > > bala > > > > Rick <rickiesharma@h...> wrote: > > Hi Brigitte, > > Yeah we had the same problem getting to see Mother in Spain, and all > this coming after i was not permitted entry to the US to see Amma in > San Ramon.....now again my father, and sister and myself found out a > few days ago that Amma wasn't going to come to Barcelona, i just > think of the waste of peoples money that have non-refundable tickets > already booked, i am not sure what to make of this, or what Mother > has to say about her inability to come and see Her children ??? > > Rick > > > > Ammachi, Brigitte Lange <brlange2000> > wrote: > > > > Hello Robin, om namah shivaja! > > During the last weeks I also had some experience about > > cars and loosing money. > > I visited my aunt in hospital and a big stone flew > > against the car window, so I had to have it repaired. > > Then we went for 2 weeks to the French ashram. > > After the first week's retreat we wanted to go to > > Chartres to see the cathedral and had a small accident > > with a motorcycle,but again the repair costs some > > money, 2 days after again a stone at the freshly > > repaired window...a new window again! > > Now I booked a cheap flight to Barcelona, and Amma's > > visit is cancelled and I cannot return the ticket. > > Another loss. > > So I ask myself: what does Amma wants to teach me with > > these money losses? Is it a mirror for not having > > enough awareness with money? with energy? > > Dear Robin, is there any resonance for you? > > Greetings > > Brigitte > > > > > > > > --- Robin Wilson <lilymoonjewel> wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > Dear Brothers and Sisters, > > > > > > > > I don't want to sound like a tempermental child, > > but I want to feel closer to my brothers and sisters > > today. I am going through a very difficult time. I > > seem to have lost all faith in our Mother! Why would > > this happen? I can only think that I have been praying > > very hard to be able to cry for her because I could > > not. Did this some how come about to make me more able > > to cry. It is working. But now all I have are extreme > > fear and doubt. I had such a bad night. I woke up to > > the sound of some one's car alarm, only to find out it > > was MINE. I don't HAVE a car alarm!! At least I never > > heard it go off before and I have had this car for at > > least a year. The previous owner never told me it had > > one. In any case It went off three times last night. I > > finally just left my car unlocked so it wouldn't go > > off again. Then as I am driving to work my breaks are > > going out and getting worst as I drove on to work, it > > seemed like within minutes. As you all know I am > > already stressed out about not getting > > the child support that I need. In any case it had to > > be fixed and is in the shop. I feel like the more I am > > praying the more bad things are happening. I remember > > a story yesterday in the postings about Man A and Man > > B on the Island, Perhaps your prayers will be heard if > > mine are not strong enough. I just feel lost and alone > > right now. I feel like Mother has left me! I have SO > > MANY doubts about Amma now!!! I have never had this. > > Not to this extent. I know you are all praying for me, > > I only want to hear from all of you so I can feel > > Mothers love again. I only want to believe and have > > faith in our Mother again. I don't care about the > > money, I just want to believe again!!! Someone PLEASE > > help guide me back to my Mother!!! > > > > At Amma's Lotus Feet, > > > > Robin > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Aum Amriteswarayai Namaha! > > > > > > Sponsor > > > > > > > > Links > > > > > > Ammachi/ > > > > > > Ammachi > > > > > > Terms of Service. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > New and Improved Mail - Send 10MB messages! > > > > > > Aum Amriteswarayai Namaha! > > > Sponsor > > > > Links > > > Ammachi/ > > > Ammachi > > Terms of Service. > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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