accidents etc...

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Hello Robin, om namah shivaja!

During the last weeks I also had some experience about

cars and loosing money.

I visited my aunt in hospital and a big stone flew

against the car window, so I had to have it repaired.

Then we went for 2 weeks to the French ashram.

After the first week's retreat we wanted to go to

Chartres to see the cathedral and had a small accident

with a motorcycle,but again the repair costs some

money, 2 days after again a stone at the freshly

repaired window...a new window again!

Now I booked a cheap flight to Barcelona, and Amma's

visit is cancelled and I cannot return the ticket.

Another loss.

So I ask myself: what does Amma wants to teach me with

these money losses? Is it a mirror for not having

enough awareness with money? with energy?

Dear Robin, is there any resonance for you?

Greetings

Brigitte

 

 

 

--- Robin Wilson <lilymoonjewel wrote:

 

 

 

 

 

Dear Brothers and Sisters,

 

 

 

I don't want to sound like a tempermental child,

but I want to feel closer to my brothers and sisters

today. I am going through a very difficult time. I

seem to have lost all faith in our Mother! Why would

this happen? I can only think that I have been praying

very hard to be able to cry for her because I could

not. Did this some how come about to make me more able

to cry. It is working. But now all I have are extreme

fear and doubt. I had such a bad night. I woke up to

the sound of some one's car alarm, only to find out it

was MINE. I don't HAVE a car alarm!! At least I never

heard it go off before and I have had this car for at

least a year. The previous owner never told me it had

one. In any case It went off three times last night. I

finally just left my car unlocked so it wouldn't go

off again. Then as I am driving to work my breaks are

going out and getting worst as I drove on to work, it

seemed like within minutes. As you all know I am

already stressed out about not getting

the child support that I need. In any case it had to

be fixed and is in the shop. I feel like the more I am

praying the more bad things are happening. I remember

a story yesterday in the postings about Man A and Man

B on the Island, Perhaps your prayers will be heard if

mine are not strong enough. I just feel lost and alone

right now. I feel like Mother has left me! I have SO

MANY doubts about Amma now!!! I have never had this.

Not to this extent. I know you are all praying for me,

I only want to hear from all of you so I can feel

Mothers love again. I only want to believe and have

faith in our Mother again. I don't care about the

money, I just want to believe again!!! Someone PLEASE

help guide me back to my Mother!!!

 

At Amma's Lotus Feet,

 

Robin

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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