Robin Responding...

[Guest guest]

Namaste Everyone,

 

GeorgeSon, I don't really know how to respond to this email. Of course I am

alright. I have not been reading the posts. I have been indulging in selfish

acts, feeling guilt for it, and beating myself up afterwords about it. I swear

when I do read the posts I know that you are all talking about something

entirely different, but somehow it writes as if it was speaking directly to me.

About being sinful and calling yourself a sinner, or a small aphorism of Amma's,

or the post of us "not being hungry," it never fails. I've just been very angry

at myself, sometimes at God, saying to myself, "why can't I enjoy these things?"

While all the time I know the answer. Then I start to feel so guilty on such

things as spending money or bad behavior and when I actually need to pray I

can't because I feel that I am undeserving. Why would she help me when I should

have been more cautious about spending in money in the first place, or behaving

the way one should who is on a path. I am not looking for

sympathy or prayers. I know that Amma is always there and I know the answers

to all my sorrows.Somehow when I feel myself return to "normal" someone on this

egroup always emails me at just the right time asking to see if I'm alright. I

have read all the posts today, some were so delightful about the music I enjoyed

them so much! (I laughed) Some were stories that encouraged me, and some where

about Amma, and I could only cry tears of joy to know her. I don't think some of

the people realize how influential we are in each others life right now, how

fragile, how important one simple post can make a difference. But I am here to

tell each and everyone of you, they really do. We all have the power to console,

empower, and inspire one another, but it goes both ways, make sure you reread

your posts to make sure you are not going to offend or hurt anyone.

 

May mother take me to her breast, holds me tight, and never lets go.....

 

All my love,

 

At Amma's Feet,

Robin

 

 

 

GeorgeSon <leokomor wrote:

Divine Mother Lead Us From Darkness to Your Light:

 

Have not heard from Robin. Are you o.k.?

 

Shanti Peace Peace Peace

 

 

GeorgeSon (formerly George4Mata)

 

 

 

 

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Aum Amriteswarayai Namaha!

 

 

 

Ammachi/

 

Ammachi

 

 

 

 

 

 

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