Dream this morning

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THis morning I had a dream - shortly before I woke up, and could remember the

last segment clearly.

The dream was a long one - appeared very real when it was happening - but this

is all I can remember.

 

Amma is visiting....and there are lots of lotsa people in line.

I am there with some other folks, but I jump ahead in the line and I am right

there in front .

She looks at me and she is not very happy - it is not the usual smiling face

 

Backdrop - I had her darshan for the very first time this past November. She

had greeted me with a huge smile as if I was her long lost son come back and

hugged me. I asked her how I could meet my guru and if she would give me my

mantra. She asked me to sit next to her. I was still beaming - moreso because

I had gotten darshan and I was also sitting ONLY a few inches away from her -

and she conveniently pinched my cheeks. I thought she had forgotten me as I sat

there, but she hadn't. Finally, after a lot of anticipation, I got my mantra

from her, after I had answered her question on who my favorite God was. Thus,

she became my guru. One of the other priest, proceeded to take me aside and

explain that "Amma is your guru now" and how I should medidate with the mantra.

But ....I have not been medidating- hard for me to do so. I do chant the

mantra, but not as I was asked to, just doing it whenever time permits when I am

involved with the day to day mundane activities.

 

To continue on with the dream...We are conversing as I stand in front of her-

don't think a hug happened. I turn and get ready to go. But then I turn back

and whisper into her ear, "I don't want any material things (a cliche if there's

one) but please help me progress spiritually"

She looks at me, getting upset a little bit more and responds something like

"Then you need to be a better person" or "You need to fix the bad stuff about

yourself". I was surprised to hear this, and that got me thinking partially in

my dream and partially in the real self, how I could better myself....and thats

all I remember.

 

Funny part is: I see Amma drinking somethign -looked like milk - out of a

carton, and I go to Google to see what she was drinking. Google seemingly has

the answer to all of life's questions.