Share Amma's story

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Om namaha shivaia

I’d like to share some experiences I had with Amma, maybe nobody is

interested in it and I know it has a meaning only for me, because it’s “my”

experience, but maybe it could be useful to someone else. I think everyone

should meet her and then will have some really true stories to tell about

Amma because She spreads gifts to people who trust her.

The most important experience is how she changed my heart, from lost to full

of hope, how she gave me what I’ve always been looking for (like everyone

else, even if not everyone is clear about it): LOVE. When I meditate on her,

or when I read on all the institutions she has created for others, or the

way she is always there for everyone …… This gives me the strength to go on,

to continue and to ameliorate myself. I’m changing for the better, small

step by small step, I can see it, and this did not occur when I met other

Gurus. I cannot see any sign of contraddiction in what she said and I must

tell “yes this is true” for everything that she wrote. I really have no

doubt on her and this let me understand she is the Truth.

Many many people are now experiencing a very bad period, with many problems

and I’m not free from them. This last year everything seemed to go bad,

worse than usually: family, love, environment, friendship, health, work,

ugh!!! But my faith in Amma was high, maybe because it was my last thing

left, who knows? Every time I thought I could not bear it anymore, I ran

across something that she has written: I took a book who lied there for

long, I read an internet page on her, I found something in a place I didn’t

remember I put it there….. Each time there was the answer. I was crying

because my boyfriend left me, I could read her words on earthly love and

family. I was knocking my head on the wall because I felt lost and alone, I

could read something on the aloneness of the spiritual path and that the

Guru is always near. I was worried and angry because the wife of my brother

behaved very bad to me and my mum, I could read on not talking and thinking

bad about someone, even if she/he has caused us sufferings, because we don’t

help the situation/person, but only makes it/her worse. I was angry because

I asked my friends to help me and they all never phoned me or visited me, I

could read something on friendship. Six months, day by day, like this (the

right explanation for each sad thought) and I gained again hope because I

knew She was by me. Then I met her in Zurich and Turin and she helped to

change the facts (many things are still going not so well, but I’m happy). I

gave her a photo of my ex-boyfriend: things ended in a very bad way and I

was suffering a lot because I loved him, made everything for him and trusted

him a lot, he being my best friend. Like one year ago, she put a dot on his

forehead (blessing of the photo) but she did not laugh or smile as She

usually does (same as last year), on the contrary, She seemed worried. The

day after I realised I did not feel hate any more for him or sufferings,

only a sense of liberation from a big burden.

I gave her a photo of the wife of my brother (they have a 2-years-old child)

because she doesn’t want we mix with them, accused us many time, was

respectless against my mother, etc, bad and sad reports are not important

here. Next day my mother phoned me crying because the girl met her and

accused her and so on. I was shocked, I asked myself “Oh, Amma, what are you

doing? I asked for help, what’s going on?” A friend of mine talked to me and

supported my pain and told me not to worry because the girl sees in me and

my mother only the reflection of the “bad” she has in herself and to have

faith in Amma. Next darshan I gave Amma another photo of the girl but this

time she did not give the blessing to the photo. I understood: once is

enough, ok…. Well, the last four weeks (only one morning each week) the girl

brought the child to my mum’s house so that she could watch him while she

went to work (and came at midday to bring him home). We consider this as a

miracle because in more that two years my mother could never do baby-sitter

for the child because the girl always went to her mother. I’m still thanking

Amma because She gave this great joy to my own mother and I shame myself for

having put those question.

People! never lose faith, Amma is always with us!!! Even during bad periods,

maybe even more. After having written this down I read on an Amma’s book

that God sends us sorrow in order to bring us to call him louder! That was

the case by me and She answered so many times! It’s difficult to float when

we have problems, but they are here to help us growing up, to underst and to

pay past karma. Ask God for help, God will help you (directly or through

people you never thought of) and ask other to pray for you, and pray for

others. It works.

I’m so grateful for having had the opportunity to have Amma’s darshan.

Prasida (Carla)

 

 

 

 

 

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Dear Carla,

Thank you so much for sharing. Guess we all have same problems. Maybe the

same ones but we all face them in different ways. I'm been dealing with

similar issues. I'll pray for your family specially for the little boy who

doesn't understand yet how we adults behave.

Thanks

Daniel

 

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prasidacarla wrote:

> I’d like to share some experiences I had with Amma, maybe

> nobody is

> interested in it and I know it has a meaning only for me,

> because it’s “my”

> experience, but maybe it could be useful to someone else.

 

Thank you for posting this Prasida. It was a perfect reminder

for me that the Mother is always there with the answers, if we

only remember to look for Her.

 

peace and blessings,

Seadna

 

 

 

 

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