Guest guest Posted April 29, 2002 Report Share Posted April 29, 2002 > Aum Amriteswaryai Namaha! > For those of you who were not able to attend the > Retreat with Br.Dayamrita Chaitanya over the > week-end, here is a detailed account by Savitha. > - > savitha ananth > > > Dear Amma Devotees, > Br. Dayamrita Chaitanya was here in Toronto last > weekend. It is difficult to capture everything in > words, but I will try to express some parts of it. > It was a wonderful event. He arrived in Toronto on > Sat morning and went immediately for the first house > visit and then visited our home next. He left our > home about 2.15 pm, and arrived at the public hall > around 7.15 pm. We had a very powerful manasa puja > guided by Swamiji. He was briefly introduced to the > crowd. He then spoke about Amma saying how it is > hard to describe Amma fully but he will attempt to > say a few things about her. He stressed on Amma's > primary ideals - spreading love and compassion and > how Amma does it so naturally. Then there was a > wonderful bhajan session, ending with arati and the > closing prayers. It was about 11 pm by the time > dinner was over and the cleaning crew were done with > their seva. > The retreat started on Sunday around 10.30 am with a > nice meditation session guided by Swamiji. Amma's > 108 names were covered in the meditation both on Sat > and Sun. Then Swamiji talked about Amma. He talked > about lineage and how to address questions like > "What is Amma's lineage?" His explanation was > beautiful. Amma is the lineage. Everything springs > from it. Amma's tradition is of the anicent rishis > of India. Amma is the core of it all. > Swamiji was generous enough to share some of his > very personal experiences with us and did not mind > revealing to us his weaknesses as a sadhak on the > path, and how Amma worked on him to bring progress. > Things like how he had a hard time accepting the > duty of cleaning up the cowshed, and cleaning the > cowdung and how Amma gave him a piece of her mind > ... and brought about instant transformation in his > attitude. > I'll summarize the key points that stand out in my > mind. Swamiji came up with these words when he was > responding to our questions. > Q. > Ideally, there is no distinction between a disciple > and a devotee. > Q. Assuming that householders with other > preoccupations like family are devotees and > renunciates / brahmacharis/ brahmacharinis/ swamis > are disciples, when will devotees become disciples > and is there a set transition time .... > Swamiji gave a very reassuring message to the > "devotee" group. He said ideally there is no such > set distinction as a disciple and devotee. A good > disciple is a good devotee and a good devotee is a > good disciple. He said that you can live in the > ashram, call yourself a disciple and yet if you dont > have the right attitude / dont live by Amma's words, > then you are no disciple. At the same time, if you > are a devotee totally caught up with worldly > responsibilities, if you can discharge your duties > the best way you can and surrender to Amma, then you > are no lesser than a disciple who lives in the > ashram. > Bottom line: Everything depends on the attitude. > He said that instead of getting frustrated with our > household responsibilites, if we could see each duty > as a seva to Amma, we will find them more fulfilling > and the people around us will also enjoy and > appreciate our inner change. He said as an example > that if we are giving a ride for our kids to an > activity, we could imagine that we are giving Amma a > ride somewhere and that will change the way we do > it. Of course, we should not talk to them as if > they were Amma ( or) they will think we are totally > crazy!!!! > So, depending on our attitude, there is no > transition time to be a true disciple or it could > take forever to be a disciple. All that is needed > is to obey Amma's words. > Q. When will Amma come to Toronto? Is it > because there are not enough devotees? > A. Amma does not weigh anything - > statistics, riches .... nothing counts for Amma. If > there is true devotion, she will come, even if there > is just 1 devotee. > He gave this beautiful example. ONce on their North > INdian tour, Amma stopped the bus an hour and a half > before the normal lunch hour and got off . > Everybody followed and they could see a nice temple > surrounded by a few homes. Suddenly Amma said she > needed to use the bathroom. Swamiji was surprised > because usually Amma sits for endless hours without > a break. Anyways, they went around and came upon a > home with a woman sitting in her front yard and > asked her if a woman in their troop could use her > bathroom to which she agreed. Then they informed > Amma and as Amma approached her home, the lady of > the house looked up. When Amma came in , the lady > fell in a swoon right at Amma's feet and cried > uncontrollably. Amma spent a long time consolong > her. Later that lady revealed her story. She had > heard about Amma and was eager to meet Amma,but her > husband was totally against it. She was unemployed > and totally dependen! t on her husband - trapped in > a typical Indian housewife's situation left with no > choice but to live with it. So she used to pray > hard that Amma should come to her since she could > not go to Amma. And it so happened that her husband > had left the home just before Amma had come!!! > Q. Is Amma the one for me? > A. Yes, not only that. Amma and only Amma > is the only for you! > That was the most beautful, childlike response > brimming with love and faith and total trust in > Amma. We all enjoyed his response. > He said that we could go shopping, but finally like > a cow that is tied to a pole, we have to come back > to our spot. WE have an apparent freedom like this > cow, but the freedom is limited to the length of the > string that is tied to the cow's neck and the pole. > In the end, we all have to merge in Amma. And smart > people use other's experiences to make their lives > easy. So they could use all these narrations and > experiences of all these other devotees to come to a > quick and easy conclusion instead of wasting time > and effort. > The second set of bhajans were also beautiful. We > finished off with an arati and closing prayers. The > retreat was a feast for us since we have not had a > retreat all of last year in Toronto. > That's all for now. > With lots of love > Savitha > > > Health - your guide to health and wellness http://health. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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