Guest guest Posted March 3, 2004 Report Share Posted March 3, 2004 Namaste James, Len Kalipadma actually had excellent points that are appreciated; you see I forgot to mention that there are skilled "craftsmen" who are able to replicate mercury beads, murtis, cups, Shree Yantra, ShivaLingam, etc. but without the "siddhis" or means to actually purify and consecrate them during the making process. Hence beads made by craftsmen (who are not siddhars), would either flake, change color or cause skin irritation and other symptoms of discomfort if not mysterious ailments, depending on how sensitive or vulnerable an individual is or his/her allergy levels. Hence purchasing parad from a trusted and tested source is essential. Beads made by craftsmen certainly require coating and lots of it too. Hence my curiosity about the source hwere Len got his bead from. Just a matter of interest: Sri Gitananda, founder of Ananda Ashram in South India wore parad beads and also had a parad Shiva Lingam specially crafted for him by a Tamil Siddhar. (Sri Gitananda has since attained MahaSamadhi.) I believe the parad Shiva Lingam and beads are still at the ashram today in original form, i.e. intact. Shall check out the website you mentioned and get back to you later about it. Meantime James when one is as highly attuned as yourself in meditation, it is likely you will experience 'dark demons' that arise to thwart your efforts in reaching a connection with the Divine. Its hard for me to put into words an explanation but shall try...... Have you seen the movie "Samsara"? Was recommended it by a tantrik friend and had a look, pretty slow moving but has a lot of truth in it which leads to the belief that the illustrious Indian gent who made the movie, had done a lot of research. This movie forms part of the explanation I'm not able to put into proper words this morning...... Another attempt is: During deep meditations, some folks are subject to hearing noises, movements, even seeing thoughtforms and a host of other disturbing experiences that vary from person to person when they get to that stage. It is like a kind of 'abyss', where if one overcomes these by focusing on just the meditation and remaining calmly stoic, one crosses the 'bridge' eventually. When this occurs, you know you never have to look back. Sadhus and Tibetan monks who perform solitary meditation or sadhana in high altitude caves in the Himalayas experience what we would term as horrifying thugs of war between the 'self' and the 'demons', whether real or projected from the subconscious mind, etc.. Many reasons why these occur; the reasons encompass spiritual, surreal as well as scientific explanations and some can be logic-defying. These experiences sometimes makes one question their own sanity but most are clinically sane individuals. How can I put it? this "dark night of the soul or self" thing? Its a test of willpower, the wrestling between positive and negative, etc. Inner strength is put to the challenge..... i was told that the bridge is crossed by total surrender to God in whatever form we conceive Him/Her to be, laying the soul at God's hands and letting Him/Her mould our 'being', across and past the lure of Maya (illusion) and Leela (play). In the ability to see the difference between "illusion" and "light", you are halfway if not almost there! What it takes is sheer willpower to land on the ridge that you know is right. May you perservere and attain new heights! Friends, please add to this if you wish..... Pretty sure many others on this list are able to explain things better than I can. Om GuNg Gapanapataye Namo Namaha Simone , james richard <nhraddude71> wrote: > Thank you sy and Namaste, > Len was making it sound like this holy purifying parad was dangerous > and that it should be coated to prevent mercury poisoning. This probabally would defeat the perpous of having some thing this precious. Im sure if it was that dangerous they would have stopped making it hundreds of years ago. The way he described it made as > much sense as holy water laced with sianide. I havnt bought any yet but I saw a big selection at a sight called astroshastra.com. Do you know if they are reputable? If not can you recomend someplace else. I need all the positive influence on my Karma I can get. I know that we say everything is one but I feal influenced by some kind of evil force that wants me to slip up and become to absorbed in the illusion to see the light. > Thanks , and may Ganesh rain his boons down upon you, James Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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