Divine Love - Revelation

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jaya guru datta

 

Here is the wonderful treat I promised yesterday.

 

It is a special gift given by The higher power with specific

instructions to share

 

The circumstances that led to this special grace were told in the

story :-) given below. Very long one. To read or not to read is up to

you.

No obligation what so ever.

 

with love to you all,

 

Sree guru datta

suprabha

 

 

Divine Love - Revelation

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1. Remove / Get rid of the ego.

2. Open your heart.

3. Love every one as if they are me.

4. Be ready to sacrifice every thing for the sake

of others.

5. Keep your sight only on me.

6. Never say "No" to new experience.

7. Think Positive.

8. Stay calm.

9. Meditate.

10. Practice silence.

11. Mother Knows best.

12. Don't analyze, feel with heart.

13. You are on right track.

14. It takes hard work and hard choices to reach the goal.

15. Share your knowledge with others.

16. These revelations are for every one.

17. Practice, practice, practice.

18. Never give up.

19. You have every thing in you.

20. There is only one.

21. Aphorisms / sootraas need to be meditated upon.

22. I love you. Not just today, tomorrow ,but always.

Remember.

23. Be in touch. Don't lose the connection.

24. Ours is heart to heart bond.

25. Life is a golden pond.

26. Enjoy every Sunrise and Sunset. every thing has

its own beauty.

27. Every one is unique.

28. Each one represents a part of me.

29. Every thing is divine.

30. I dwell in each and every heart and being.

31. This is a special gift to you.

Don't keep it to your self. Share.

32. Go. Enjoy the day and life.

 

(As I said "Thank You" )

 

No thanks necessary. This is just to show you that

I love you and you are special. ( As I was feeling

uneasy with that word and hesitating to put it on

paper, He continued. ) Don't hesitate. Go ahead and write.

I didn't lie. You ARE special. Believe it, live it,

love yourself, as well as others.

 

Love is the key. Love opens doors. Love opens

hearts. Love makes life beautiful. Love for yourself,

others, God, His creation.. Love ,Love,love.I can't

emphasize more. Love brings out the best. Some times

it may feel like a test. Don't detest it. Faith is a

must. Unshakable faith that is ! No matter what, you

should not waver.

That is the testing stone for ones character. With

faith (in me)every thing will be possible. I mean

every thing! You can see God. You can become God

yourself. I am not kidding. What else can you ask for?

What else my dear ? What else ?

 

8-7-05

Between 7:00-8:00 AM

 

Given, as I was praying to Mother saraswati at Datta Retreat

Center, sitting in front of Mother / swaameejee's

pictures

 

 

 

Story behind the gift :-)

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It has been developing over the period of few weeks

slowly but surely. I was told during those weeks by

that higher power SGS :-) who has taken over the reins

of my life for the last three years, to do certain

things with clear, unmistakable instructions given

from the heart and some times also in writing, through

poems stating the purpose of the actions too. Even

though it caused me lot of pain,obeyed I did. But over

the gurupoorNima celebrations, many things happened

and I felt I was misled purposefully. I got mad ,

frustrated and said. "You knew I said to Mother that I

would dedicate my life to Her and only to Her. All of

a sudden you come into my life and complicate every

thing saying you are my Mother. I asked for certain

things from you so that I don't feel like I am going

back on the word I gave to Mother. With out giving any

of those things I asked for, you wanted me to trust

your word and have faith in you. I tried my best and

believing you are my mother I followed you every

where, driving thousands of miles, emptying my wallet,

unconcerned about others feelings. Now you do this !

My mother would never ask for such things and never

hurt my feelings. She is a perfect being on all

counts. Your recent actions proved you are not Her at

all. Don't ever ask me to treat you as my Mother

again.Just leave me alone. "

 

I came home from DRC, started ignoring Him completely.

Never once I glanced at His picture in the past two

weeks nor I did talk to Him. I sat in front of

Mother's picture and said what ever I wanted to say

only to Her. He waited very patiently listening to

every word I said :-).

 

Many members from NJDYC went the following week end to

DRC to do volunteer work. I decided not to. He

wouldn't leave me alone. An e-mail came from one of

the members asking whether I have any plans to join.

He was watching what I would do and say. I asked him

bluntly , shall I tell him what happened or you have

any thing else you wanted me to say ? An e-mail went

saying that I had enough of the travel to last me the

whole life time (which was also true. Since April 23,

almost all the weekends except one, I was driving

close to 700 miles every week end).

 

Another week of silence passed by. Again they needed

help at DRC. He asked me whether I was going or not. I

said "my mother is right in my heart and I have no

plans to go any where". Call came from some one saying

they really need help and only as a last resort he is

giving me a call to see whether I could come. I

couldn't say no to that kind of request. I told that

silent witness..I said yes. But don't gloat. Even if I

come to DRC to help them I am not coming to see you in

your temple. I will stay where I want to stay and do

what I want to do and come back.

 

A ride was also kindly arranged so that I don't have

to drive alone back and forth together, 670+ miles.The

minute that call came I panicked , started crying and

said to mother, " Mother! They are good people. I

don't want to hurt their feelings .But I prefer to

ride only with your company, talking to you and

singing along the way what ever I want to sing or

doing my prayers. I don't want to spend all that time

in the car chatting. Half an hour or 45 minutes I can

take. But not for 5 to 6 hours. Please get me out of

this situation. I don't care for the time, money or

gas it takes as long as you give me your company on

the way." Acknowledgment came.

 

with a simple phone call I got out of the situation

and started alone. Now He got a perfect chance to work

on me and break the barriers :-) Looks like He decided

the poems / songs would be the best medium. He started

showering them through out the journey. After 3 or 4 I

started laughing and said "Thanks for the showers.

But they don't change the things you did. still I

won't come to temple." He started a dialog and then a

song personally asking me, requesting me to come to

the temple. Such a beautiful and heart warming one !

My anger dissipated, at least temporarily and finally

I said "yes. I will come". I would have looked like a

heartless monster if I were still stubborn even after

that song.

 

I went to the temple. He just sat there staring. No

hello, no welcoming hug. Nothing. I waited and started

the conversation (one sided ) and finished what ever I

wanted to say. No response or acknowledgment of my

prayers or conversation. Regretting for yielding so

soon, just melting for that song, I told him.."Fine !

keep it up. Respecting your word and song I came

opened, poured my heart out. It takes two to keep the

relationship going. I can't keep giving, and

expressing love with out receiving or hearing any

thing in return. You say you are my mother and have

love for me. Be willing to prove it and express it

just like you ask me to. Otherwise don't ever call me

to come here again." I walked out with out looking

back.

 

Next day morning ( 7th) I woke up little before 4AM

and did my prayers and usual chatter with mother( of

course His picture was also there ). Sang a song that

came spontaneously. Explaining probably that was the

only thing I could do to express my love for Her, I

started talking and in course of time I expressed my

longing to see Her and asked for Her darSanaM.All the

while constantly the vibrations were given like they

usually do to acknowledge what was being said. By the

time my chatter and every thing was over it was 6:30.

I went to take shower. Suddenly He started talking

from the heart,named a person and asked whether I can

give up every thing I have for that person. (I always

felt that person had/ has a very special place in His

heart. To be honest, I might have been a little bit

jealous too about that person. ) I was shocked, kept

quiet for a second then said" you know what I have,

don't have, what I feel, why I feel, what I can, what

I can't do. No. I can't do what you ask of me. He said

'that is what standing in between you and mother. That

is why you can't have Her darSan. " and became silent

again. I too fell silent, finished my shower and said

to myself "they them selves said I would get the

darSan .Nothing was said of the things required of me

or conditions to be met. I will not give up on that ."

and went again to do my prayers to mother. Sat down,

closed my eyes,joined hands, finished the first

sloekaM. Suddenly He started speaking. Picked up the

notebook and Pen, I started jotting down every thing.

 

It seems to have been the response for what I have

said the previous day in temple, " If you are Mother,

have love for me, express it.". Not only was it

expressed, but in such a way ! By the end needless to

say I became speechless and was in tears, full of

gratitude for the special gift given. As I was

instructed, here I am, sharing with you all .

 

More stories and tid bits later :-)