experiences with the divine

[Guest guest]

Jaya Guru Datta, dear people,

 

I feel a little shy to share my experiences with God I shall try to

write them

down for all of you.

 

My name is Astrid Elise van Helden Klijmeij from the Netherlands.

Some of you know me by the name 'Kalikamba' or 'Mother Kali' Swamiji

has given to me.

In the Netherlands and abroad I work as a 'healing' singer.

Already from a young age I had divine experiences.

I had many visions of Lord Jesus-Christ and angels although I am not

born as a Christian and also my parents were no Christians.

At the age of eleven I could for see my mother's dead, I knew the day

and the time she would die.

The Lord himself told me.

From young age I wish to be a singer so I studied classical singing. At

the age of twenty-seven I studied at the Academy of Music at

Utrecht/The Netherlands.

My career was going very well.

Many times I was on radio and television and I had many concerts.

In that time I tried to forget all the spiritual and divine experiences

I had in my life, I wished to lead a 'normal' life without knowing that

people were dying or

ill or that I was able to feel their pains or sorrow.

At the age of thirty - three on eastern-evening suddenly Lord

Jesus-Christ 'visits' me and my cousin (later also my secretary)

Annemary. We were both able to see Him and speak with HIm and we still

do! We felt the big divine

love energy, so much that I was running out of the house the first

time He

visit us but when I came back some minutes later He was still there!

In the months after this divine meeting I got a lot of lessons of Lord

Jesus-Christ. He just visit me....( I know it is difficult to

understand or to explaine

in good words).

Lord Jesus let me complete free in what I would chose, a spiritual life

or the path of a worldly artist or both. (Later I have chosen for a

good combination.)

Lord Jesus showed who I was. I also saw visions of Lord Shiva and a man

with long black hair and a black beard in orange robes.

As a child I had already visions of my past lives and from one live I

had a big

trauma. Lord Jesus and later Sri Ganapati Sachchidananda Swamiji healed

me

from this trauma of two thousand years back were I was in the life of

Lord Jesus.

Lord Jesus told I had a big connection with HIm and I 'knew' that.

Then Lord Jesus told there is another big connection and then I was

able to

see Swamiji and to talk with Him in the visions I had.

I painted Swamiji out on paper (It was on the Dutch television/radio

and in some papers in the Netherlands and Belgium and India).

After this visions at the age of 33 I met Swamiji in the Netherlands.

There was a poster from SGS hanging in a store, I took the poster and

called the telephone number and asked the man on the phone. I told his

secretary

(in that time Radha Krishna) to tell his master that his sister was

looking for him

and wants to meet him.

Than I got a phone call that the master was expecting his sister on

Sunday morning, now almost twelve years ago.

Lord Jesus told me that when I would met this master that he would give

me

'something' and he would speak the words that he must give a present

from

God to me. After some rituals this Indian master came to me and we

stood there eye to eye, heart to heart, soul to soul.

He asked me if I would come to his concert at Amsterdam that evening.

I said 'I come to your concert at Utrecht, later in that week'. No, he

said, please come also to Amsterdam and be a special guest to light the

light before my concert.

O.k. I said I come. Then he went inside the house again.

I was sitting outside and suddenly he came back to me.

Most people were gone to have some food but I was sitting there while

my cousin Annemary came back with some glass of water for me.

The master (Sri Swamiji) came with a bouquet of flowers, suddenly he

'took' a ring with a very big pearl out of the white flowers.

'This I have to give to you from God', he said!

My shock was complete! A divine meeting just as Lord Jesus Christ has

told to me.

I spoke to Swamiji about some of his past lives and the lives we shared

together like for example in Egypt. I called the live of the Farao, he

was long ago.

Also he was one of the most important leaders of the Jewish people!

He said to me that it was truth I was able to see.

In all those years I went many times to India were I also sang many

concerts

for Swamiji and last years also together with Dr.L.Subramaniam, the

last one

I met by Swamiji's Grace and Blessings. Swamiji told my voice was a

golden healing voice from Mother Godess. That is divine truth. I

recorded the cd KIng of Kings, with lyrics and compositions inspirated

by Swamiji and Lord Jesus.

Swamiji also let me record in his music-studio a beautiful tape with

the same title, also with bhajans from Swamiji. Swamiji's bhajans I

love to sing.

I love Swamiji's concerts and his voice!

I am always able to speak with Swamiji and he is always with me, just

like

Lord Jesus.

To have two big Masters in my life who are guiding me so much is very

special and I feel very Blessed by God.

I was afraid for big crowds of people because of the life I lived 2000

years ago,

Swamiji 'throwed' me in his big crowds at the Ashrama in Mysore and

Andrah

Pradesh, he healed me and gave me many lessons and love.

 

I am Gods daughter and devotee I experienced that many miracles in my

life has happened.

I wrote a song 'There is always a sun shining' and that is truth.

Because of Swamiji and Lord Jesus I do travel around the world. The

Datta family is interesting, so many people from all cultures are

meeting each other because of Sri Swamiji-Lord Dattatreya (Lord Christ

is the same divine Energy).

The divine meeting with Lord Jesus and Swamiji chanced my life and

brought

me back at the path of spiritual life at the age of 33.

At the age of 33 I took what the HIndoes calling 'saniyaas' I stopped

relationship

with men, became a vegetarian etc. Lord Jesus gave me 'initations' and

a new

(secret) name and title. Swamiji gave also initations ( together with

Lord

Jesus in mind and Lord Shiva ) and a new name 'Mother Kali'.

My name given by my parents 'Astrid' (Power from God, beauty from God)

is

always in my heart. My father Frans Klijmeij was my first guru and a

very special spiritual man, he was a great and silent teacher for many

people, he loved Swamiji and was always wearing special stones given by

Swamiji.

Swamiji gave him some more years of his life, my father died last year

at the

age of 88 in complete peace of mind and trust in God. I was able to

sing on his fumeral (my fathers wish) because of the help of Swamiji

and Lord Jesus-Christ.

I was able to have the courage to bless my fathers body and I prayed

the words

Lord Jesus-Christ and Swamiji gave to me.

 

It is a Blessing to have a Guru in your life, someone who can lead you

on the

path of growing and spirituality to God.

 

And remember try to see Guru in all people, that is my experience in

life,

God is in everyone, there is no saint without a past and no murderer

without

a future! God has patience!

 

Jaya Guru Datta,

 

Mother Kali