the next part of a true story

[Guest guest]

Dear fellow devotees,

here is the next part of my story with the Satguru.

I am doing so because Sri Swamiji has requested me several times to

write a book.

Since I do not feel fit for that I hope the little sharing in this

newsgroup will do some justice to his request.

Maybe I will write the book in the future.My english is rather poor

and I do not know how to write properly. Maybe somebody will help me

to bring things it down on paper.

I trust the guidance of the Lord.

 

In 1986 I went to Amsterdam to see Sri Swamiji.He was sitting in his

hotelroom and I was thrilled by his sheer beauty. He vibrated with so

much love and wisdom that I simply forgot the whole world. I was the

most lucky person in the world sitting at his feet. I know many of

you have experienced the same.

He asked me: How are you? I replied, I am fine Swamiji but the

doctors say I have cancer.

Swamiji said, : "no you do not have cancer, forget it".

I was so happy but also tested. I had a paper from the hospital with

a clear diagnosis telling me that I had cancer. Now I had the choice

what to believe. I made the right decision. I followed satguru.

My friends and family were very concerned.

I had a special friend, he was filmproducer from Hollywood, he said

that he would take me to Los Angeles and arrange some medical tests

with the best cancer specialists in the world.

He invited me to San Diego and later he introduced me to a some

doctors in the UCLA medical center in Los Angeles.

The medical tests would take a few days. I went to an ashram of the

Sidhha Yoga Foundation in Santa Monica. I stayed there and took part

in a saptah which lastet for 7 days.

I will never forget the beautiful chanting of Lord Shivas name. There

was so much energy that I felt very blessed and charged. After some

hours of chanting there occured an inner voice in me and said: "All

is well do not worry about anything". Once again I fully surrendered

to the Lord.

I felt a soft aura of love and protection around me.

The medical tests were going well. I delivered my papers from the

hospital in Belgium and underwent all the cat scanning, bloodtests

etc.

The neurologist who supervised my tests turned out to be a friend and

studentcollegue of my doctor in Antwerp, Belgium. What a

coincidence!!!

After the tests the american Professor called me in his office.

He said something very beautiful. " We doctors do our work but it is

only god who heals" Than he said:"In your case I have to congratulate

you.

With your very recent diagnosis from my doctor friend in Belgium it

is amazing to see that now there is no trace of cancer in your body.

The opposite is true, you have a strong health and your tests

revealed a more than average good condition.

Something inside myself knew it but here was the proof for my family

and friends.

Here the cancer story ended. We are now in 2005, almost 20 years

later.

Due to the blessings of the beloved satguru I was able to do little

sevice and go on many unforgetable pilgrimages. Mount Kailash, the

Himalayas and Mysore ashrama have become my 2. home. I am indebted to

His Holiness and I can never repay him the services he has done to me.

His unconditional love is all embracing and beyond any words.

In fact when we talk about service, I am convinced that it is the

satguru only that serves us all the time and not the other way round.

I prayed inside deeply and wished to do service for His Holiness.

He told me the time will come.

In the year 1986 Sri Swamiji came to my home in september and blessed

all the present people.It was like a fairy tale. It was an experience

of the highest order.He sat on the floor, playing on and old

harmonium. He sang so divine that many tears of joy rolled down the

cheeks of several devotees. My dear brother Maheshwara whom I thank

at this time deeply for many things, came with some friends from

germany.He introduced them to Sri Swamiji. Among them were Upamanju

and Joe Krishna.

After this first housevisit of Satguru, Sri Swamiji planted some

good ideas in my mind.

I was so thrilled by his inner silence and yet dynamic personality.

There was the intention to share this wonderful Swamiji with the rest

of the world. Sri Swamiji is the silent teacher. He is a perfect

master.

How does his silence teach? Many of you know better than me. It is

the real miracle in life to be accociated with such a perfect master.

He knows more about us than we know about ourselves. He is the true

guide that simply executes the will of the Lord. He is the perfect

medium for us realize our divine nature.

But how to share this and how to tell the world about his greatness.

He put some great ideas in my head.

to be continued....