Guest guest Posted February 6, 2003 Report Share Posted February 6, 2003 --- Michael Bowes <rmichaelbowes wrote: > Thu, 6 Feb 2003 04:43:32 -0800 (PST) > Michael Bowes <rmichaelbowes > Re: group > Alan Jacobs <alanadamsjacobs > > Dear Alan: > > Thank you for your warm welcome. I am pleased to > post > this message that you refer to. I only hope to > encourage and inspire the devotees to continue their > in their quest and devotion to SELF. > > Earlier this week I replied to a posting to the Atma > Vichara group. My reply stated that "The result of > the practice is most real and profound." I was > asked > to expound upon my statement and I will do so now. > > But first let me say how much I love reading the > postings of these groups. I read all of them. And > I > feel that we are truly blessed, truly blessed to > have > access to the Internet so that many of us from all > over the world are able to have sat-sang. Because > sat-sang is a precious thing that cannot be over > emphasized. Thank you all. > > Also let me say that I am a very ordinary person. I > work a very demanding and challenging job; but I am > able to do so in perfect peace and tranquility as a > result of spiritual practice. > > Prior to taking up atma-vichara, I practiced various > yogas and spiritual practices for many years. Over > the course of that time I had two human teachers. > But I never surrendered to either as my guru. The > first taught a type of physical yoga that I > practiced > very very seriously. And the second is a swami of > the > Ramakrishna order who taught me spiritual techniques > and also the Vedanta. It is at this time that I > became acquainted with the life and teachings of > Ramana. > > During the years of sadhana I practiced like a man > possessed. And I had many wonderful experiences > including the awakening of Kundalini and the > experience of the SELF. But still somehow I was > disturbed because I didn't think that I had achieved > the final condition that I had expected. Really I > didn't know what to expect; but the condition I was > in at the time certainly wasn't it. > > So, in April of 1996 I left to India for a prolonged > stay so that I could totally concentrate on my > quest. I planned to go to North India first for a > few > months and then to South India. > > I arrived in Delhi and spent the night and then went > to Rishikesh by train. I arrived in Rishikesh and > my > first night there I was disturbed by jet lag and > couldn't sleep. I had only a few books with me and > one of them was a book about Ramana. I really can't > remember which book it was; but I randomly opened it > and began to read. I read a couple of short verses > that convinced me that I should take up > atma-vichara. > Being quite convinced, I started immediatley. > > I practiced vichara continually. While walking or > even while talking. This had also been my habit > with > mantra. I would keep my mantra constantly every > moment of day. I learned to do this during my work > and play and all of each and every day, from morning > to bedtime. Atma-vichara was quite natural and easy > for me because I had previously experienced the SELF > and this taught me to continually remember that > experience. And in a short while I was remembering > constantly without effort. > > After a couple of months in Rishikesh, I left for > South India. I took up residence at Aurobindo > ashram > in Pondicherry and I had already made arrangements > to > spend one week at Ramana Ashrama. When the time came > I > left for Ramana Ashrama and when Arunachala came > into > sight, I went into Sahaj Samahdi and that condition > continues to this very day. > > This was my second visit to the Ramana ashrama. I > first went there in 1994 for a one day visit. On > this > visit I spent a week there during which time I > performed pradikshina of the holy hill. When I left > I > went to Auroville where I spent another month. > > I came back to the United States in very late August > of 1996. At this point I didn't have a job and I > had > sold my home. I found that my mother, a widow, had > purchased a second home in a town where the winters > are warm. She wanted me to help her move some of > her > things there and to settle into her winter quarters. > > So I went there with her in October and then drove > her > car there in January of 1997. After about a month, > I > decided to stay there and I rented an apartment. > All > the while I am in the state of Sahaj Samadhi. > > I rented my apartment and on about the fifth day of > being there, I walked out my front door and I then > noticed this huge hill that was very near. As I > looked at it through the power lines and the palm > trees I thought to myself, this hill looks a lot > like > Arunachala. And then I wondered if this was the > hill > that had a famous rock formation on it called the > "praying monk". I quickly found out that this was > that hill. It is called Camelback. About a year > later a book about Camelback Mountain was published > by > a person I don't know. I was amazed to discover > that > Camelback Mountain was the first known place of > worship in this valley. The Native Americans > considered it to be sacred and they had a spot there > in a large cave that they used for their sacred > ceremonies. > > So, when I am at work I can see my Holy Hill and > when > I am at home I can see it and when I drive around > this > valley it is also visible from almost anywhere. And > so my natural abidance in the SELF continues > throughout my daily life because I have been given > such a great gift to finally abide in SATCHITANANDA, > the supreme reality. > > I wanted to post pictures of Camelback Mountain and > the praying monk on ; but Public sharing is no > longer an option unless the owner has Premium > Service > and I don't have that. So I have attached some > pictures to his email. > > There is so much more I could say; but I could > never > really express myself the way I would like. > > God Bless each and evey one of you. Please follow > your heart because the Sat-Guru is within each and > every ONE. And please remember, the meaning of LIFE > is BLISS. > > michael > Mail Plus - Powerful. Affordable. Sign up now. http://mailplus. 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