Guest guest Posted October 27, 2002 Report Share Posted October 27, 2002 My Dear Friend Aashish Please accept my most humble obeissances All glories to Swami Nikhileshvaranandji JayGuruDev !I am writing this mail for a specific purpose. Please read this mail from line "i wish to repeat a few things for ashish " It is really interesting though at the starting of this mail Anu has written ""i request all new members and non guru bhais to totally ignore this mail and not laugh at us"" Dear Aashish the privilege is our to get associated with agenuine, simple and frank, knowledgable & who really wants to do Guruseva person like you. Aashish please reconsider your decision & come back to ISSPAT NewsGrup, anyway it is upto you We will always miss you Hope to hear from you Regards / SHAILESH anu <devi_bhagat > wrote: this is my reply to one of the several mails i got from ashish recently.i request all new members and non guru bhais to totally ignore this mail and not laugh at us. "Dear Anu, I am sorry for bothering you. I was in a good mood and good times reminded me of you. So, I wrote you. I didn't know that you still hate me." i do not hate anybody. not a single person in this world. though i am capable of negative emotions, but they are usually short lived. it is not my ground state. "During your 'Operation Eliminate Ashish', you once wrote that you will never see again the amount of hatred I have. Well, you have, in you." ashish i do not hate you. i think your question is why do you nottreat me like old times. a chinese girl who is my neighbor came over and cried about misunderstanding with a friend. people change, relationships change. the only secret of drawing love (of any kind) is making yourself like honey. and people will be drawn like bees. cajoling coaxing screaming and slapping do not help in this regard. they are usually counterproductive. in more than one of my relationships i have taken distance and asked time with no commitment for future. please leave me alone for now. may bein a few months i feel differently about you and am able to get back. right now i cannot. i have back log of personal mails. i do not write to my mother and my sister regularly enough, there are serious issues about me i am trying to resolve right now. i do notsocialize much though because of my previous history several people will be happy to have me back in their parties. all i have to do is walk in uninvited. i really have other priorities and issues both in the outer world and in my inner world. iam under stress and confused on several issues. " I don't know about you; but, for me, the bro-sis stuff is eternal." nothing is eternal for me. even the men i loved in previous lives orwill love in future lives are just a shade of passing experiences on my soul. we are all free of all bondage. the only relevant thing is to be 100 percent honest to what is the present without worrying about past and future. " If you consider me evil, you made the worst mistake by sending me Rakhi." i do not consider you evil. i consider you capable of infinitegoodness and with a lot of potential. "I can't see you; but, I can see your ID in ISSPLIST. So, as long as you are there, you have me with you." i will try not to post then "You want to get rid of me, then revert the damage done to me and restore my reputation." all right. i will do so today again.i wish to repeat a few things for ashish and his peace of mind.i am sorry that i blamed him of posting from two accounts. he did not do it. seren dipity ji i am sorry pleasecome back to our group and help us like old times.i am sorry i blamed ashish for posting a mail twice on birendra'sbehalf. ashish did not do it. it was the coincidence that caused the misunderstanding in my mind. i am sorry ashish forgive me. birendra forgive me, and everyone forgive me.i am sorry that i blamed ashish for sending viruses here. in allprobability he did not do it. here is to quote from his mail as he blames me from hiding facts from you all."It's 3:30 AM here and I still working. This week, Ifound over 900 which had the same messages posted to ISSPLIST a few months ago with viruses. These groups had public archives. There can be more with private archives.The point is, you could have done what I am doing nowbefore blaming me and publically insulting me. But,you did not."i am sure on your personal query he will reveal these 900 groups to you. i am sorry that i did not do such a survey before blaming him. i am very sorry. please forgive me ashish and everyone else.once again i am really sorry for all the confusion, all the hurt icaused ashish. but i also wish to be left alone. i request all people who hold ashish in high regard to write to him and make him feel better about himself as he is very depressed and talking about committing suicide.jai gurudevanuJay Gurudev Terms of Service. Y! Web Hosting - Let the expert host your web site Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 27, 2002 Report Share Posted October 27, 2002 Om namah shivay beta, ek ajun marathi manus? mala khoop anand jhala. he aikun ajun anand jhala ki tula itar marathi lokanchi dekhil chinta aahe. keep it up. india needs it. jay bharat jay maharashtra , Shailesh Dixit <shailesh6371> wrote: > > JayGuruDev > My Dear Friend Aashish > Please accept my most humble obeissances > > All glories to Swami Nikhileshvaranandji JayGuruDev ! > I am writing this mail for a specific purpose. > > Please read this mail from line "i wish to repeat a few things for ashish " > > It is really interesting though at the starting of this mail > > Anu has written ""i request all new members and non guru bhais to totally ignore this > mail and not laugh at us"" > > Dear Aashish the privilege is our to get associated with a > genuine, simple and frank, knowledgable & who really wants to do Guruseva person like you. > > Aashish please reconsider your decision & come back > > to ISSPAT NewsGrup, anyway it is upto you > > We will always miss you > > Hope to hear from you > > Regards / SHAILESH > > > > > > > > > > anu <devi_bhagat> wrote:this is my reply to one of the several mails i got from ashish > recently. > > i request all new members and non guru bhais to totally ignore this > mail and not laugh at us. > > > > "Dear Anu, > > I am sorry for bothering you. I was in a good mood and > good times reminded me of you. So, I wrote you. I > didn't know that you still hate me." > > i do not hate anybody. not a single person in this world. though i > am capable of negative emotions, but they are usually short lived. it > is not my ground state. > > "During your 'Operation Eliminate Ashish', you once wrote that you > will never see again the amount of hatred I have. > Well, you have, in you." > > ashish i do not hate you. i think your question is why do you not > treat me like old times. a chinese girl who is my neighbor came over > and cried about misunderstanding with a friend. people change, > relationships change. the only secret of drawing love (of any kind) > is making yourself like honey. and people will be drawn like bees. > cajoling coaxing screaming and slapping do not help in this regard. > they are usually counterproductive. in more than one of my > relationships i have taken distance and asked time > with no commitment for future. please leave me alone for now. may be > in a few months i feel differently about you and am able to get back. > right now i cannot. i have back log of personal mails. i do not write > to my mother and my sister regularly enough, there are > serious issues about me i am trying to resolve right now. i do not > socialize much though because of my > previous history several people will be happy to have me back in > their parties. all i have to do is walk in uninvited. i really have > other priorities and issues both in the outer world and in my inner > world. iam under stress and confused on several issues. > > " I don't know about you; but, for me, the bro-sis stuff > is eternal." > > nothing is eternal for me. even the men i loved in previous lives or > will love in future lives are just a shade of passing experiences on > my soul. we are all free of all bondage. the only relevant thing is > to be 100 percent honest to what is the present without worrying > about past and future. > > " If you consider me evil, you made the > worst mistake by sending me Rakhi." > > i do not consider you evil. i consider you capable of infinite > goodness and with a lot of potential. > > "I can't see you; but, I can see your ID in ISSPLIST. > So, as long as you are there, you have me with you." > > > i will try not to post then > > "You want to get rid of me, then revert the damage done > to me and restore my reputation." > > all right. i will do so today again. > > > i wish to repeat a few things for ashish and his peace of mind. > i am sorry that i blamed him of posting from two accounts. he did not > do it. seren dipity ji i am sorry please > come back to our group and help us like old times. > > i am sorry i blamed ashish for posting a mail twice on birendra's > behalf. ashish did not do it. it was the coincidence that caused the > misunderstanding in my mind. i am sorry ashish forgive me. birendra > forgive me, and everyone forgive me. > > i am sorry that i blamed ashish for sending viruses here. in all > probability he did not do it. here is to quote from his mail as he > blames me from hiding facts from you all. > > "It's 3:30 AM here and I still working. This week, I > found over 900 which had the same messages posted to > ISSPLIST a few months ago with viruses. These groups had public > archives. There can be more with private archives. > > The point is, you could have done what I am doing now > before blaming me and publically insulting me. But, > you did not." > > i am sure on your personal query he will reveal these 900 groups to > you. i am sorry that i did not do such a survey before blaming him. i > am very sorry. please forgive me ashish and everyone else. > > once again i am really sorry for all the confusion, all the hurt i > caused ashish. but i also wish to be left alone. i request all people > who hold ashish in high regard to write to him and make him feel > better about himself as he is very depressed and talking about > committing suicide. > > jai gurudev > anu > > > Sponsor > > Jay Gurudev > > > > > > Terms of Service. > > > > > > Y! 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Guest guest Posted October 28, 2002 Report Share Posted October 28, 2002 JAI GURUDEV Dear Shailesh, > Please accept my most humble obeissances I am very lucky to have a friend like you. > Anu has written Yes, she has written a lot. > who really wants to do Guruseva I would accept only this part as I am sure about it. > Aashish please reconsider your decision & come back Read Birendra's reply to Shastriji, you would have a glimpse of what I have been telling you all along. > We will always miss you I also miss all of my friends here. > Hope to hear from you Do you remember Rohit (SA)? After leaving this group, he has a started a new group called mantra_tantra. Though, this group is very new, it has more than 130 memebers and over 1000 messages posted till now. Many of former ISSPLIST members are active there. And no, adverse remarks on fellow members and flames of any sort are not allowed there. Rohit is a real pure soul. It is very unfortunate that ISSPLIST no longer has him. I am sorry. I won't be able to post here again because those who want me out have started again. I care about them; but, I don't want Guruji, Trimurty Gurudevs and Gurudham to be insulted again. Take care, Ashish... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 28, 2002 Report Share Posted October 28, 2002 Today morning when I saw your mails ( Reply ) on ISSPAT News Group I felt very jubiliant as you are very close to everybody's heart and genuinely dear to me as well as others except few. we all will always miss you keep in touch You are always most welcome to this News-Group Regards / Shailesh Ashish <> wrote: JAI GURUDEVDear Shailesh,> Please accept my most humble obeissances I am very lucky to have a friend like you.> Anu has writtenYes, she has written a lot.> who really wants to do GurusevaI would accept only this part as I am sure about it.> Aashish please reconsider your decision & come backRead Birendra's reply to Shastriji, you would have a glimpse of what I have been telling you all along.> We will always miss youI also miss all of my friends here.> Hope to hear from you Do you remember Rohit (SA)? After leaving this group, he has a started a new group called mantra_tantra. Though, this group is very new, it has more than 130 memebers and over 1000 messages posted till now. Many of former ISSPLIST members are active there. And no, adverse remarks on fellow members and flames of any sort are not allowed there. Rohit is a real pure soul. It is very unfortunate that ISSPLIST no longer has him.I am sorry. I won't be able to post here again because those who want me out have started again. I care about them; but, I don't want Guruji, Trimurty Gurudevs and Gurudham to be insulted again.Take care,Ashish...Jay GurudevYour use of is subject to the HotJobs - Search new jobs daily now Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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