bolly

this post expresses my innermost thought and hope: I shed tears. It also explains why we want to remain human, even if we have weak attachment only for this material world. Who is Kundali dasa?

At this point in time, though I understand what you are stressing: the importance of instruction, but at this time, I disagree. How can a form be empty of spirit? How can spiritual instruciton, which points to what is real be substantial? Diksa is contact, an opening, a channel through lineage to the original person and spirit. Our motivation at that time sows a seed, also. If i receive diksa as a hypocrite, to subvert, instruction might be less effective, to begin with anyway. And that diksa, a bond, is constantly renewed, improved. If not, then how could I advance through instruction, but my original mixed motives for requesting diksa, even with sincerity, remain? For, example I may have a loathing for humanity! Then again, My questions and understanding may merely reveal what a complete fool I am still.