This is severely affecting my quality of life in terms of relationship building and progress and not necessarily for the better.
Hello,
Recently I have been having issues with entities
who keep attacking me. I believe that they are
mostly human as the symptoms only appear
when I am around other people and it is usually
only when I am being stared at or spoken with.
What I feel are sensations in my chakras
which then manifest very quickly in physical
issues (thought manifestation?), such as one eye becoming larger
than the other in the direction of the person
or my appearance is drained of vitality.
Basically, I think that their thoughts are
affecting me and it is not pleasant at all.
I also dislike how my thoughts noticeably affect those who are
around me.
This 'oddness' has prevented me from making
friends and enjoying life around crowded places.
I am spending more time PROTECTING my energy
rather than just being relaxed.
I can make people very happy and relaxed by using
visualisation etc. but this is like manipulating them and
I know it is not natural or sustainable. I want to make
friends in a natural way and not to have these powers
interfere in the process -- I don't mind the 'ups and downs'
as long as the relationship is sustainable and will lead to future
value. Please help me justify this in another way if possible.
The solution may be simple, but I DESPERATELY need it.
I want my life back; I want to have friends, a partner,
enjoy being around people, go to seminars and do business rather than
make everyone in the table around me start coughing even though I really
try to feel goodwill towards them.
My normal life cannot be had again if I sense their emotions and have them affect
my energy -- this is absolutely critical. I sometimes feel like 'something' is penetrating
my aura and trying to do put pressue on my heart centre. If I don't do anything and follow
the unpleasant sensation then it is reflected on
them in the form of yawning, coughing, sneezing or
some other unsought reaction.
Would somebody sympathetic please help me
resolve them. If a solution is found then
I cannot thank you enough!
Very kind regards
