Hare Krishna Prabhus and Matajis!!!
PAMHO
I am a neophyte devottee in KC for past 4 years. I am losing my interest in chanting and not chanting in many occasions due to laziness and lack of interest in chanting.
I can really understand that what I am doing is not right as I have associated and associating with devottees and attending temple programs and believe completely in this mission.
However my taste or interest of chanting is not improving and also I am very recently got stuck with bad association due to my hectic travelling schedule and got into masturbation and seeing blue films.
I have lot of confidence on Lord Krishna, Srila Prabhupad and Vaishnava devottees. There are so many great vaishnavas living in this planet nad need your mercy to become strong in KC and act in more motivation. By nature I am very lazy and that is the biggest problem. Please help me..
Your Servant
Krishna Das