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Dear Pankaj Prabhu, It kind of strange that I have been feeling since yesterday,something fulfilling inside,still to get more and more. U r very well explaining and making me understand.May be That's why my questions for u doesn't seem to end.I pay my respect to you and a Guru who has disciple like you. When you know u are ready for diksha? When r u actually ready for diksha?

/images/graemlins/smile.gif what's initiation ?? Is this a process or just blessings of Srila Gurudev? who is eligible for this?

Dear Pankaj prabhu ,U shud never feel sad,u r so kind that is the pesonality of Krishna only.U are so near to Him. I have read many posts here ....and u are doing a good job. And I m sorry if I have troubled anyone ,I was just keep on writing my doubts without thinking anything.U r true everyone has problems and that is why only thinking of HIM gives so much of relief.I was being a little greedy;) Hari bol!

I want to convey my heartful of thanks to Shree Pankaj Dasa for directing me to a link,where I cud find some of the answers to my questions..and what a guru is.Though My bhudhi cannot understand its deep meaning,I am really surprised to know that "Gayatri mantra" carries the gist of Bhagwat Gita in itself. Thank u so much my dear friend. Also I searched for ISKCON temple and Gaudiya math in Dayton,OH and nearest I found is in columbus,OH where I attended satsang once when we were in coumbus few months back. I thought about associating myself to devotees many times before too.....and everytime there are many doubts that arise in my mind.. Its a huge responsiblity will I be able to devote myself fully? My husband and in laws don't believe in moortipooja...but my husband knows that I am in love with KRISHNA....and supports me. I have to persue my career and my family is also very important for me,will I be able to make a balance ? Is this the right time?? Do these doubts indicate I m not ready?? Oh GOD.. help me,Krishna U take care of everything I just don't know....and show me UR path. Hare Krishna!

Thank u so much dear for the quick reply! U r right that I shud get into contact with some aspiring devotees.In actually Krishna gave me a few oppurtunities too .But its me who is confused... I m fully convinced that Bhakti is the best path...as I have heard ...I don't know shud I mention the name. Also I have read a little about ISKON ,I attented a satsang once.And I was searching if I can find any group in my area..but cudn't. Dear friend,I don't know if I was able to make U understand how I m feeling??Can u help me so that I can see things clearly???

Jai shree Radhey! I am really amazed to see such kind of forums existing and I really appreciate the organisers. I encountered this forum while searching for my questions over net.From my childhood I am raised with blessings of LORD KRISHNA and visited Vridavana quite frequently for dharshna of Shree Banke Bihariji. I got married ,came here in USA,my longingness to acquire spiritual knowledge...to know Krishna has increased.Also I believe ,evrybody needs a master to guide on spiritual path....to meet The universal master. I have heard that... "The master arrives when student is ready" When will I meet my master.....shud I go and search for one? and lot more questions.......... I think some of u at some point of ur life have also experienced the same....Can somebody show me some light??