shyamali

Respected Guruji, I am worshipping Goddess Chhinnamasta from 1997(chanting mantra). I used to visit the temple in Rajrappa from my childhood. I felt the sacred words may be converted in musical form and converted in Bandish in Sitar. For the last few months I sleep for maxm. 1 hr.at night. Sometimes I have a feeling that sort of something being injected through my spine from neck to brain.Some tingling feeling. I tried SHABASANA but I had kind of floating feeling and enough of white light, as if being flooded with white light. Please suggest me something except to forget my sacred Mantra.I love my mother.Goddess Chhinnamasta is more mother than Goddess to me.