Namaskar,
please i seek advice !!
i am about 21 yrs of age but seems to me that i lived more than it appears.
right from my childhood things for me was very difficult, even though i pushed my limits and got far enough but when i look upon others now it seems that my life wasn't fair.
i am currently a student studying my engineering, no matter how hard i studied results were not satisfactory, i gave my iitjee exams and failed badly while rest of my exams were fine, it seems that what i dreamt always was taken away from me, not only this my personal life love life too also was unstable, i love a girl and was without any contact over 5yrs now when we meet she requires time to continue a relationship, moreover myself not sure even with my job aspect,even my friends stay at different far place and have to come up making new friends i miss all of them.
my dob 02 november 1986, time of birth 9:30 am kolkata india
i know a lot of my life is there and its just the beginning
i feel if this is how the beginning then it should'nt have started.
please kindly show me the path my time when i should strike hard to obtain fair result
dhanyabad