Shri Ramakrishna Paramhansa was suffering from throat cancer in his
last days. He was unable to gulp anything, not even water ! His
disciples saw his pathetic condition and told," Why you not request
Mother Kali to remove your cancer.

Paramhansa replied," Why should i tell mother? Cant she see my
condition, if i dont deserve this, she would not have given this to me.
His chief disciple, Girish Majumdar said," OK sir, you are happy, but
we are not!. At least for our sake, ask mother to relieve you of this
pain, you have not eaten anything for days.

Yes, Paramhansa thought, for you i wil ask Kali, and lo he went into
Samdahi and started laughing.

and when he came to senses, he told his disciples," I knew, i wil be
insulted. I asked Kali--Mother for their sake relieve me of pain,
because they want it. and you know what she said??

She told," You idiot !! you are drinking from millions of throats, you
are eating from millions of mouths, why worry for this mouth.

Paramhansa said," I knew before, she wil reply this,but for your
sake I asked her!! I am ashamed.

HAVE WE REACHED THAT SURRENDER ???

HARI AUM

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