Pankaja_Dasa 1 Report post Posted January 23, 2007 Sorry I said before that Gurudeva rejected me, I was miskaken, it's a long story. My mind wasn't playing tricks, but I was being taught a lesson. I am chanting now. My parents are helping me to become better person. Hope everybody here is okay, especially, still sorry for being harsh with devotees. I am happy that people find forgiveness in thier hearts. I do have a stoneheart, which now and again sees. I'm trying to become a '2' person, instead of me, me, me. I just CANNOT believe the MERCY of Gurudeva. Each time I think that's it, mercy flows. Just here for 1 day. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
theist 1 Report post Posted January 23, 2007 Good to hear from you again Pankaja. Dealing with the material mind is really a b**** for all of us. You are not alone in that. Sounds like you are coming into a good space now. Always remember Krsna and never forget Krsna. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Pankaja_Dasa 1 Report post Posted January 23, 2007 :smash:Yeah, zero. That's why heads are round. Big fat zero Bramajyoti Anyone? Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
theist 1 Report post Posted January 23, 2007 Nah on the Bramajyoti. Booorring...No fun there. Let's find the desire to play with Krsna. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites