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  1. I just wanted to bring this one to the top in case anyone else has a response.

     

    I imagine that I talk to the cows (a thought experiment) . ..and, not thinking they'd actually 'hear' me psychically, I have told them they will die soon; because human babies need to eat. I recently told a calf this and the mother became visibly angry at me. Though possibly this happened through some extensive projection of my own mind or something, it seemed to be a real effect.


  2. Wondering if it's possible that when a devotee is living near cows if they would become more conscious--they seem complacent at first, and content, and now they are screaming in misery. This is the 2nd time I have experienced this--is there any cow rescue going on for when or if this happens?

     

    (Wondering why no one responds to my questions . ..maybe no one experiences these same things as me?)


  3. Its really funny to be discussing on te topic of ghosts, real ghosts are who who always think of ghosts, now presently u people r acquiring such qualities, by thinking about them, Lord krishna says please leave all religions, dharmas and take his shelter , he will releive us from all the cycle of bith and death and ultimate happiness by constantly chanting his holy name "hare krishna". So try to taste the nectar of holy name of krishna , rather than thinking of the Lord's external potency (this whole manifestation) , which is not understandable for our tiny brains, better to be happy by chanting his hoy name as prescribed by acharyas from time imemorial, we are alsays to servitude of krishna..........hope all will change and stop messup on jesus, he came here for the will of the father lord krishna. Those who deviate demigods and supreme god and defferiantiate will goto hellish planets as said by srila prabhupada , so equal love and respect should be given.....to all.... and chant the glories of the lord ....haribol

    Several verses from the Bible I find to be important teachings, I am haunted by them .. ..I dont know the exact verse, but there is something about whoever would leave a 'black sheep' behind I will not claim them, I think Christ is reported to have said this . ..this would of course also include leaving someone behind for dead as in religious wars, superiority of one religion over another

  4. it makes sense that a needful (ghost) spirit would seek help/attention from someone sensitive, religious, and compassionate

     

    on the other hand, perhaps it is seeking equality; this also seems important in the concept of evil--it wants you to know how miserable it is, wants to make you wise to what can cause a person to become evil, so there is no judgement


  5. The way I perceive it is that evil is the result of want and need for physical necessities, according to Maslow's heirarchy .. .material excess is enjoyed while the 'evil' want and need go untended; also, the unconsciousness caused by the ingestion of alcohol; it allows forgetfulness so that one can focus on one's own comforts


  6. How far should pain go before a 'pleasure' is experienced to balance it?

     

    When I was living in Chapel Hill, I was invited to live at New Goloka, and was told that there would only be cold showers there. . .about a year ago, I came to the point where I was ready to try giving up warm showers and baths. I have always been an anxious person, and warm baths relax me; when I began taking only cold baths and showers, I developed very high anxiety, nearly to panic. Warm baths seem natural enough-can it not be a form of therapy? I endeavor to understand (paraphrased) that the pure devotee is affected neither by heat nor cold . ..but should this be a highly anxious experience?


  7. Here is a quote from the book I'm translating . ..

     

    Ch.2

     

    " . . .Seriously,

    Who can make a flower

    Is it enough to bring dirt

    Get a seed, and plant it in the ground

    No of course not, that's too easy

    Look another way, and think

    Who of all the people knows how

    To make a seed grow

    Do the priests, or the hairdressers

    Did they know back in time?

    We can only make seeds grow with what is

    Here already--nothing new

    Where does the life come from

    That is in things

    We only know how to take life away . .. .

    Yet without life, everything would be a desert . . ."


  8. If you don't realize you're suffering, how can you stop? Ozzy knows he's suffering, and it seems like a long process to become aware of the fullness of exactly how miserable physical existence is .. .I scraped my knee. Ow. But then ow Ow OW OW OW OW OW OW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! . . .(ad. infinitum)


  9. While the images were being perceived by me, it was terrifying(x12) because I had never perceived in this way before, never had seen anything that was non-physical. There is a lasting impression of fear because I have been unable to find anyone willing to talk openly about this type of experience, so I can prepare for it if it happens authentically. I worry I will begin to have these type of visions while meditating/chanting/praying and possibly lose my perception of the physical world .. .then all kinds of things could happen to my physical body while I would be lost in the vision/non-physical world; but then what if I come back, to a body full of thorazine, for example, or something similar. . ..


  10. Are visions real, or are they hallucinations?

     

    LSD- (face your fears, and 'poison will not harm them' . ..is what I was thinking). Also, curiousity, and no guidance against it at the time. I had no information about what to expect.

     

    First, I started seeing a subtle rainbow light around the wood of the porch, but not around anything else. I thought that was strange; I had heard of auras but I thought they were around people, not trees no longer alive. I felt my eyes begin to open wider, as in I was observing more quantities of things than usual, if before, I would notice only that the wheels of the car made a sound on the road, I was then noticing that as well as the sound of my friend's hands as they moved around the steering wheel, I was observing her observing, and became interested in her perspective, where before I just hoped I would someday understand why she was more 'wild' than me, and less studious. Then nothing much more happened for awhile, but then I started to feel very fearful, I felt pure terror. I worried I would die, or go insane. I felt an energetic churning sensation around me, and this also made a subtle sound. I smelled a very strange and bad odor, and when I reached down to pet my friend's kitten, I saw my hand touching the kitten but did not feel it, only saw it. That scared me because I thought I might become insensitive to pain and not know if I was touching something hot that might burn me, for example. In my mind's eye, I had several visions, one of a fleur-de-lis symbol, (the same as for the saints sports team), one of something like a medusa, and a few figures who looked seated in meditation, kind of hovering, floating (these I saw with my eyes closed, not as I would see something in the physical world). I also saw a star that looked like the Moravian star and it felt like it was pulling away, it felt like a rubberband pulling away. Later I saw my crown chakra and it looked weird, like the inside of a flower bud that hadnt bloomed yet. I had a pleasant experience of the surrounding nature the next morning, and had never appreciated nature in such a deep way before. Overall, it was a traumatic experience.


  11. I have found several stories online but didn't print them out and would like to find them again, or similar stories. One in particular was about Krsna suffering abuse as a child . . .does anyone know good website links to stories about Krsna, Radharani, . . .are there any about Gopina, Candravali?

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