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    Falling down. Here, I am the expert.

     

    It is the great ahankara.

     

    Since before recorded time we have been subjected, conditioned by life after life in 8,400,000 different forms to scratch and claw out a living, barely able to lift our eyes beyond the next meal. Conditioned to the dictates of the bodies one after another we stand in this human form a mass of attachments, prejudices and whims - completely tied up by ahankara. It has taken eons to make us really believe that we are this body so we can truly enjoy as if separate from Krsna.

     

    Now we are to undo all that conditioning and fall in love with Krsna from scratch. It is an insurmountable task, one that is only possible in the final analysis through receiving the rare gift of Krsna's special causeless mercy. Somehow we must attract Him, His heart.

     

    They talk about a fan that keeps spinning for a time even after the plug has been pulled out of the wall socket. It is not an easy thing, yet it is an easy thing because all these so many attachments and false conceptions and goals are not really part of us, not part of our eternal self, our true self. They are like mushrooms that have no real root in our soul. They are born in matter and fall away as the soul stands up.

     

    Stand and fight, O Mighty-armed one.

     

    That is difficult. I think even Sri Arjuna had hard time, so who am we!

  2. Oh yes, also before converted all Bg audio (all), to a PC voice, (shes okay), and read it very well for a computer voice. You can get realy good voices, I'll try and get the cd if I can and convert.

     

    http://www.archive.org/download/Bhagavad-gita-as-it-is4/Audio/Start/Bgita_003_Introduction.mp3

    Example Introduction,

     

    http://www.naturalvoices.att.com/demos/Recorded.html

    AT&T Natural Voices

    Real life voices.

  3. I'm trying out including links (to on-line audio files), which will stream

    in Windows Media Player (Classic), which I include in following download. Only the first three files are linked. Only people for now who already have Folio-Views installed can see it. Can somebody test it for me?

     

    http://www.krishnamedia.org/ebooks/Compactdm.exe

     

    Is it a good idea? Like a cheap version of Folio Base. With links

    to ALL the Audio files. Or if you wanted if you had the files

    already on your hardrive could add 2 links, (files would have

    to be in My Documents/Audio/etc, or if you had from archive.org

    it would be My Documents/Prabhupada/01.Bg1

    (i'm guessing you named the folder Prabhupada:).

     

    the streamed file is NOT an m3u. file, (its' .mp3), so anybody

    can save it also. From archive.org. Because its all Public domain

    I don't have problem doing it (i never did before either lol).

     

    Also I know how to make Folio Databases, so I might make

    my own Sp Database. But I doubt it, big project. Probably take

    me years. Nah i leave it, can't mess with perfection. Well might

    tweak (not change), people trust me enough that I don't change

    anything.

  4. Yeah, what you said is right. If i had a Job (i can't find anything at the moment, even crappy Jobs), it would be good. Everybody needs to work, can't find anything. I am impatient if i need to do my rounds, like (oh man I need to do my rounds, wonder when i will do them), when I was working I was okay. Sitting around all day is totally crap. As you know people look at you differently when you're not working, it is like what is your purpose in life? I don't need somebody telling me it's okay. I just need a frigin Job. !!!

  5. I don't mean to ask this, but sometimes 'I feel@ without any feelings. Like I am always trying to control even small feelings. Like controlling what I eat etc. Which makes me feel Impersonal. Like I am not even alive. Which then makes me get angry at others. (which leads to offences). (which leads to feelings of Maya--ahem-vada. What do I do? And do others feel like that? It stops me from 'chilling' out and being happy with KC.

  6. I want to build somebody a small site (on freehosting) or your own domain, for Free. Just a few pages (max 5-8), because I want to possibly build a portfolio. It can be a site about anything, and you can tell me exactly how you want it. If you are interested then please contact me on: pankaja.nityananda@gmail.com With the heading 'Interested in Site Design'. Please say what exactly you want, or give a general idea. It can include anything, including Paypal account (if you have one, very easy to set up). Jai Sri Hanuman.

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