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  1. i have read it , thanks for your favors
  2. thanks again ...........was expecting the same from you.....good u r coming up with ur real face i m relaxed now, i havent done anything bad to anyone , had a guilt til now atht i mis behaved in the previous scrap , ur words have killed tht guilt now, thnq again, thnx a lot.
  3. what else could i have expected from soemone like you...thanks for adding up to your deeds
  4. mr.ronin , i dont know your age , so dont know how to address you, dont know what powers god has given you that you are boldly asking a helpless women to commit suicide.good yuo said that. may god bless you with the day when you will pay for every single word of yours that has hurt others. aaj taq maine kabhi kisi ka apmaan nahin kiya , i took everthing thinking thats my destiny ,is baar aapne ek ladki ke liye jo alfaz use kiye hain , mata rani aapse uska hisaab zaroor legi. Life is long , you dont even know when will you pay for what. dont think i m hurt personally , u mean a big '0' to me .but anyone who cannot evn spk properly to a person he has no right to live but my god didnot teach me to bite a dog only bcoz he bite me .my god always has told me to not forget that we are human.So, i am leaving it here,from here on , do whatever yagyans or siddhi you want to do , but you will pay for the words ,ek ladki ke dli ki haie hai yeh , mein bhi dekhti hoon kounsa power hai kiske wajah se tumhein apne aap pe itna guroor hai, kounsa sa power hei tum mein jo rumhein maa ke apmaan se bacha lega. pyar karna , bharosa karna meri galti nahin, agar woh is bharosey ki laaj na rakh saka toh woh uska gunaah hai, aagey my life is in my god' hands , i am just doing my resposibilitiy, if i am sincere my god will pay me for that , if not i ll have to accept it , this is wht best can happen to me,so u don have to post any useless comments here as you proved to everyone here ...what you actually are. jai mata di................maa will only deal with you from now on.
  5. Hi Ravikishore ji r u looking at this forum now
  6. But i dont have any clothes of my BF . i only have his photo :-(
  7. i am tiered of moving on , cant do it anymore , if god wants to punish me let him do , but i have taken many shits in my life cant take it all the time, pls dont say all this all the time, cant do it anymore ,
  8. if we hate someome only because he had stopped loving us , then whats the diff between then and I , he loved me truly thats why i eas so crazy for him , now that things have chnaged , i cant just leav him in between all of a sudden and think about my own life and go off with someone else. and waise bhi , my god never asked me to not worship any other form of god , so i dont mind saying insallah ,ever.if , he really exist he will also help me with my shivji , aur waise bhi i feel, he is also a form of shivji.( i dont know but i feel so , dont want any comments on it )
  9. what i understand is , you dont like me , everyone in this world is not forced to like everone, its ok you dont like me , but please dont laught at me , when you dont know me . i might not be a devotee like you , but i love my god a lot , and thats the only thing i can give my god.if he wants something more than this , than i am so sorry , i have nothing more precious to give him than this. i am really sorry.
  10. you have too many questions for me . might be your are more closer to my god than me , but i know my god he cant ditched me , u dont know me, so you can say anything to me, but , my god knows me , he cant ditch me , he is the only thing i have i my life , he cant leave me. you dont know wht i have gone thorugh but my god knows it , he cant make me pay more.he will come to me, he will help me.he cant ditch me.
  11. i luv my god a lot, i cannot take the pains he is giving me , why is he doing it to me , am i so bad that even after doing so much , i am still paying tears day in and day out . why is my god not helping me , y is he being so rude to me,is he hating me ? i have compromised and m,oved on many times in life , thinking its just bad time or my bad karma...this time i am not able to take it...atleast this time my god ahs to help me , he knows i love him a lot , he cant ditch me .
  12. Hi, Dhruv ji , i am only jaimatadi123 not 4567890 , thnnx a lot for your reply, happy to know you have time to spent on ppl whom u dont even know,heard a lot about you in this site. will my god keep my trust , ppl are playing games to come between me and my bf, will my god let him know wht i am , will he get back to me .wil he regert for all the pains he had given me.will he ever realise wht he has done to me. my god is the only thing i have, if he leaves me among these players, i ll die , i cant fight with them,
  13. hey love_allliance its not like that baba i am sorry if i hurt you i dont know about you na, so though might be your are being little curious so trying all this. i am so sorry , really feeling bad for hurting you
  14. Hi All, I am really very happy to see so many ppl responding here.never expected it though. I am a girl (my id is jaimatadi123), i dont know if you are referring to me above or there is some other person whose (id is jaimatadi ). Anyways, thanks to everyone for their advices and concern , but want to tell something if ppl here doesnt mind. life is very short , take care of each other and be happy with each other , if we cant do anything good for someone , we dont even have the right to think bad about someone .So. even if we cant do anything for eachother atleast we can join our hands and pray to the almight to pay for our sincereity , if we really are. insallah may god bless all of you. take care. bye. Nitesh will maiil in you in few minutes, love_alliance , i dont know your age but tumhari badi behen ki tarah bol rahi hoon, take care and do stuoied things , kyun ki no one has tried any black magic on you, and upon that you and your girl both want each other .So , just praying to god and getting the guts to face the society would solve your problem.think again , beta.
  15. i don have anything else left in my life , i cannot take the fact that maipulaters be happy and not I . I die for him , still he likes n trusts others more than , me . is se badi beizzati ek ladki ke liye kya ho sakti hai ki , mera pati(bf) mujhse zyada doosri ladkiyoun ko prefer karta hai. aisi sajaa to devi maa bhi bardaash nahin kar sakti , mein toh insaan hoo.
  16. Hi Nitesh and love_alliance , i truely pray for you both from the bottom of my heart , if there is any value to sincereity the bot of you should get your love and be happy with them forver. if there is really any value to prayers, insallah you will get your love and be happy with them and your God will definitely help you. i dont know what have i done in my life but i am paying big time , i am situation where i only want to die , i cant take this mental torcher and insults every moment. Nitesh you are 2 yrs younger than me, i am a very emotional girl though i am short tempered.Your concern for me has really touched my heart , i dont even have anyone with whom i can share my pain , i am the elder daughter , i only have a younger sister. Nitesh if you dont mind can we be in touch forever, can you be my brother. I dont know whether he will ever love me like before or not, but i dont know how to live , i want to die seriously. Mein kitni bhi boorie hoon , par kisi janam mein kuch toh acha kiya hoga na, why is my God not helping me ........ leave your no. if possible i will call you . Both of you take care and be happy ....
  17. how much amount is this baba taking for this help
  18. hi nitesh , i am very happy to know that your efforts are succeeding . i wish you all the best, but i really dont know wht to say you as you are trying to break a marriage , but anyways may god bless you and u be happy. u are the only one who has replied to me with a helping hand , but i dont know hwo to use this site properly so couldnt read your post .till now nothing hs changed , he picks up the calls in his wish , but fights with me all the time for others, i am tiered of giving explanatons all the time and fighting for my rights.don know wht to do, the person i paid money has given me some 21 days puja tips, its my last hope , if it doesnt work on know wht to do,plray for me tht it works and het im back for ever and leaves ll othr gals for me and give priority to me as before pls. by the way , how much mount is this baba taking for this help .
  19. hi, amel ji and dhruv ji, both of u seem to be a perfectionist in ur fields, hope i get help from you. I am new to this site , just created an account to take help from you people as i dont trust any baba who takes money and claims to help , as i have already spent 1 lakh rupees to get my love back , but till date no go. I belong to a lower middle class family , my father is not there, i have a young sis who is doing her inter, my mom is a patient, after my father passed away , my father's brothers took away all the property and we were on roads,By god's grace i got a small job , i am working for the past 3 yrs and we i earn just ok for my family . I was in love with a muslim guy in my own company , he also used to love me crazily , actually he was too emotional toward me which rarely guys are , he used to spent every moment with me, where ever he goes with his family or friend or whatever he used to miss me and keep calling me . But, since the past 1 year he is hating me and treating me like an enemy , i have been doing all god and godesses shanti pujas and also all graha shanti , navagraha shanti pujas, for past 1 year still he has not changed, and moreover he is behaving more ruder day by daty and you know what to my misfortunate or bad tming , he is going around with many gals , chatting with 'n' no. of gals, and talking to other gals for hrs on phone (he never evn used to think about anyone else except me , the girls in office were zealous of me because he only used to give talk to me and give priority amongst all). In our realtion we never got physical , because he stays in banglore and i stay in hyderabad, we work for the same company so we have internal chat facility , he doesnot even responds me on chat. I thought might be meeting will make a difference so i went to banglore and tried to be nice with me, he was also nice to me but he told me he doesnt love me anymore and he doesnot want to marry me and he will marry whomever her mom is seeing now.I cried a lot , i tried to stop him a lot but he didnot .he left me alone in , in that city which was completely unknown to me , just imagine my condition, i felt so low about myself that day .i thought i gave my love to my love , but he left me as if i was just a one night stay for him . The next day , i called one of my child hood friend and asked her to drop me to the station and came back to hyderabad.But , you know what after leaving me that day in the hotel room till date , he never called me, i call him more than 100 times a days in 24 hrs (day and night without eating sleeping ) but still he doesnot answers my call , in the office also he chats with other gals , talks to them on phone for hrs from home and in the off's or night or weekends , i stay on-hold as it comes enaged but he doesnot answer my calls , even if he finish talking to the other ppl.You , know what other girls and guys in the office both from hyd and bang are making fun of me , as he said everyone that he has nothing for me and i am the one who is back of him and torchering him by calling day and night. Just imagine how i must be feeling , all my love went in vein , i gave everything to him and he put me down for other gals , infornt of them . I went to many babas all of them took some money said they will do this that nothing happend, but 2 well known peoples whose articles are very famous in hyderabad papers (these 2 people doesnot know each other ), told me one common thing which made me go mad, they told me that , My boy friend's mom and another muslim girl who is interested in him have done black magic against our relation as he is the only bread winner for the entire family and if he marries me it might be a problrm for them as he cannot live , leaving me , he was so mad about me .I dont know who the other muslim gal is ! We are very poor , i dont even had money to get married , in the last 3 yrs i had some 75 thousand saving ,so i took it off and took 25 thousand debt to give to the one of the above said well known baba. As ,he said with in a week , he will remove the ill effect of the black magic and my sweet heart will get back to me forver for lifetime , and again he said he will also do another pooja along with it , so that if again anyone ever tries any kind of black magic on my boyfriend , then it should fail. Prior to this i have spent 30 thousand on a baba , then again i gave 4 thoussand to another baba. But , you know what its 1 month now and still no go , infact my boyfriend is not lifting the call for weeks all together , prior to this atleast he used to lift the call in 3-4 days for 20-30 secs to scold me , now he doesnot even do that , and infront of me i see him chatting and calling other gals, i come to hear from other gals also tht he talks nicely to them , there also he spents time with gals , in the late nights also , in pubs etc . I have tried everything that i could have done being a human and a God-fearing girl.Still. I dont know why nothing good has happened in my life . Can anyone please help me ???????????????? I am not in a situation to spend money as my mom is not well , her medical treatment is there and my sister will pass inter this year and join in graduation so her fees and exp is also there .Please, try to understand .Please , help me if anyone can? If i get my love back , nothing would be more than that for me, in this life . I am really not able to take this mental torcher and want to die, but i cant as my mom and sis will be on roads if i do that , i cant ask them to pay for my deeds , they already have suffered a lot in their lives , i cant make it more horrible fo them.Please, help me if anyone can. my dob:- 28th may 1982 10 pm plce of birth : vishakapatnma(andhra pradesh-india) Please. jai mata di
  20. hello sir, thank you so much for the reply.....
  21. i am so sorry all of you, i wont ping you again , actually , i am new to this site so pasted my story everywhere to talk to 'bhairo' sir to get some solution.i am so sorry .wont reply again. thank you for all your replies, take care. bye.
  22. you are lucky bahiro sir, atleast you have your god father, mother and your love , wht elase can one wanst, mujhe toh meer maa ne , mere bhagwaan ne aur mere pyaar ne hee akele chod diye , mein kiske saahare jeeyun??????????
  23. bhairo ji, pls can u help me.............. <HR style="COLOR: #ffffff" SIZE=1><!-- / icon and title --><!-- message --> Hi , I am new to this site , just created an account to take help from you people as i dont trust any baba who takes money and claims to help , as i have already spent 1 lakh rupees to get my love back , but till date no go. I belong to a lower middle class family , my father is not there, i have a young sis who is doing her inter, my mom is a patient, after my father passed away , my father's brothers took away all the property and we were on roads,By god's grace i got a small job , i am working for the past 3 yrs and we i earn just ok for my family . I was in love with a muslim guy in my own company , he also used to love me crazily , actually he was too emotional toward me which rarely guys are , he used to spent every moment with me, where ever he goes with his family or friend or whatever he used to miss me and keep calling me . But, since the past 1 year he is hating me and treating me like an enemy , i have been doing all god and godesses shanti pujas and also all graha shanti , navagraha shanti pujas, for past 1 year still he has not changed, and moreover he is behaving more ruder day by daty and you know what to my misfortunate or bad tming , he is going around with many gals , chatting with 'n' no. of gals, and talking to other gals for hrs on phone (he never evn used to think about anyone else except me , the girls in office were zealous of me because he only used to give talk to me and give priority amongst all). In our realtion we never got physical , because he stays in banglore and i stay in hyderabad, we work for the same company so we have internal chat facility , he doesnot even responds me on chat. I thought might be meeting will make a difference so i went to banglore and tried to be nice with me, he was also nice to me but he told me he doesnt love me anymore and he doesnot want to marry me and he will marry whomever her mom is seeing now.I cried a lot and asked him to stay with me and then we got physical for the 1st time, but soon after that , he left becoz he said his mom will not sleep till he doesnt go home , i tried to stop him a lot but he didnot .he left me alone in that hotel room , in that city which was completely unknown to me , just imagine my condition, i felt so low about myself that day .i thought i gave my love to my love , but he left me as if i was just a one night stay for him . The next day , i called one of my child hood friend and asked her to drop me to the station and came back to hyderabad.But , you know what after leaving me that day in the hotel room till date , he never called me, i call him more than 100 times a days in 24 hrs (day and night without eating sleeping ) but still he doesnot answers my call , in the office also he chats with other gals , talks to them on phone for hrs from home and in the off's or night or weekends , i stay on-hold as it comes enaged but he doesnot answer my calls , even if he finish talking to the other ppl.You , know what other girls and guys in the office both from hyd and bang are making fun of me , as he said everyone that he has nothing for me and i am the one who is bcak of him and torchering him by calling day and night. Just imagine how i must be feeling , all my love went in vein , i gave everything to him and he put me down for other gals , infornt of them (but one factor i really am thankful to him , he never told anyone taht we got physical , as far as i know , no one has any hint of it). I went to many babas all of them took some money said they will do this that nothing happend, but 2 well known peoples whose articles are very famous in hyderabad papers (these 2 people doesnot know each other ), told me one common thing which made me go mad, they told me that , My boy friend's mom and another muslim girl who is interested in him have done black magic against our relation as he is the only bread winner for the entire family and if he marries me it might be a problrm for them as he cannot live , leaving me , he was so mad about me .I dont know who the other muslim gal is ! We are very poor , i dont even had money to get married , in the last 3 yrs i had some 75 thousand saving ,so i took it off and took 25 thousand debt to give to the one of the above said well known baba. As ,he said with in a week , he will remove the ill effect of the black magic and my sweet heart will get back to me forver for lifetime , and again he said he will also do another pooja along with it , so that if again anyone ever tries any kind of black magic on my boyfriend , then it should fail. Prior to this i have spent 30 thousand on a baba , then again i gave 4 thoussand to another baba. But , you know what it 1 month now and still no go , infact my boyfriend is not lifting the call for weeks all together , prior to this atleast he used to lift the call in 3-4 days for 20-30 secs to scold me , now he doesnot even do that , and infront of me i see him chatting and calling other gals, i come to hear from other gals also tht he talks nicely to them , there also he spents time with gals , in the late nights also , in pubs etc . I have tried everything that i could have done being a human and a God-fearing girl.Still. I dont know why nothing good has happened in my life . Can anyone please help me ???????????????? I am not in a situation to spend money as my mom is not well , her medical treatment is there and my sister will pass inter this year and join in graduation so her fees and exp is alos there .Please, try to understand .Please , help me if anyone can? If i get my love back , nothing would be more than that for me, in this life . I am really not able to take this mental torcher and want to die, but i cant as my mom and sis will be on roads if i do that , i cant ask them to pay for my deeds , they already have suffered a lot in their lives , i cant make it more horrible fo them.Please, help me if anyone can. Please. jai mata di <!-- / message -->
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