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pls help me with my above queries.

yes, the other astrologer i had visited, also suggested that jupiter was the saving grace in my chart, though he said nothing wrong with empowering it to get better results. 1) pls help me with some kind of narayan pujas suitable for me. i would want to do something that won't take more than an hour, as i have my classes on sunday and it is a busy day. reading of the ramayan / ram charitmanas can be considered as a puja? 2) should i worship hanumanji or shani dev on saturdays? 3) should i start fasting on saturdays? that will mean stopping my monday fasts. 4) Are there others who feel my marriage will not happen to the same person? 5) will i be able to study further?

thanks pablo, but i do surya namaskar everyday. though i don't really know if i do it the right way or not. can u guide me with that? all i do is offer jal to surya narayan and take his different names like om suryay namah etc...... i had tried wearing a ruby once but i don't know whether it was faulty or what, but it immediately gave me more bad results. that was back in 2002/2003.

hello everyone, i just realised i don't have any shani temple anywhere in my area. how do i do the circumambulating? also, can i circumambulate hanumanji instead, coz i have heard praying to hanumanji is a good way of reduing the effects of shani. pls guide me?

also, pls tell me if there are others also who feel my marriage will not happen to the same person?

thank u everyone. i don't have words to say how obliged I am feeling rite now. it has not happened much in my life that so many people have tried to help me. Ayush, I am really trying hard to help myself out of this state of mind filled with depression, hopelessness and anger. I keep myself busy from the time I wake up at 7 to the time I sleep around 12. I have taken up classes for sewing, embroidery, jewelery making etc to keep myself busy on weekends and to keep my mind away from disturbing thoughts. I must say it has worked to some extent but not completely. I still get mad with rage when I feel angry and before I am able to cotrol myself, I end up causing some serious harm. But still when i go to bed, i am back in the same state of mind. Sasisekaran, all that u said about anger, adamancy, extra energy, hyper activity, and about life teaching me lessons, it is all true. I can see myself in those words. It is not that i don't love my parents. If I am not killing myself even after losing everything, it is only because of my parents. When i see their faces and the love in their eyes, I somehow get the strength to go on. Otherwise, after having killed my own baby, i don't think i have any right to life myself. My parents are the reason that I am still trying to get myself up again but I don't know what happens to me when i am angry. Mom says I have been like this since I was a child. She says I become a different person when the anger overtakes my mind. pls tell me if there are any ways to control this. I know I will spoil everything left in my life with my own hands, only because of this anger. About the dates, I don't remember all of them, but the first time I tried to kill myself was on 10th or 11th feb 2006 just 10 days after my abortion, which was on 31st jan 2006. i ate poison and my family admitted me after 2 days. The poison had spread completely in my blood but for some reason i didn't die. doctors could not remove the poison completely and i ended up being sick with severe jaundice in my blood and my stomach for 2 months in which time it happened twice that i got very serious and doctors said, I may die. I got cured only after one pundit gave me kumkum from mataji's temple after doing something to bless me. Last year, some time in november, I had hit my father badly and as I hit him, I banged my hand and immediately it got fractured, even though the blow was not too strong. apart from that, I can't remember any other dates. I am going to start the shani puja as mentioned by Bhaskaran from tomorrow and also the ekadasi vrata. And i will also donate 11 Tulsi Plant at religious places on this Wednesday. i will definitely try the other suggestions including the navgrah homa, kumbh vivah and the yellow sapphire but for that I need to consult with my family and my fiance also, so it will take some time. But how will I do both monday and saturday fast? Any guidance with my parents' health? and also about my higher education?

Bhaskaran, Thanks for all the advice. Do you still feel I will not get married to my fiance but to someone else? also please help me with the following: 1) I want to change my field to Animation & Graphics. Will I have any success in it? 2) Will I be able to work after marriage? My fiance is against it right now. 3) how do I control my anger? 4) I have white marks on my nails for more than 15 years now. I have found that every time my problems increase these marks also increase and they decrease when my problems decrease. I have tried all medication and supplements but they don't go away. 5) What should I do for my parents to become normal again and their health issues to be resolved? 6) what do I do to continue my higher education, with or without marriage? I want to do MBA. Please answer these queries for me.

Bhaskaran & AstroTech, Please answer my above queries as I am quite restless worrying after these things, especially the part mentioned by Bhaskaran about my marriage. Also, I have visited a well known astrologer in Mumbai and he suggested that a kumbh vivah should be done for me before my actual marriage to get rid of the obstacles and also for my marital wellbeing. Is this related to what Bhaskaran was also saying about my marriage. And he also said that the only thing wrong in my life is my anger, which if not controlled, will ruin my life even after marriage? He also told me to continue working after marriage so as to maintain peace between me and my husband and in laws. What do I do? He also said that the snakes coming in my dreams are not because of any astrological problems but only because of the depression I am facing due to the delay in my marriage. He also suggested a navgrah shanti puja. Your comments would be of great help.

My heartiest thanks to everyone who has showed the interest to help a stranger.

AstroTech, as above I mentioned, I have great faith in Durga Ma and I do offer water to tulsi every day. I don't udnerstand why not to do it on sunday? About donating 11 tulsi plants, I will surely do it. Will it be good to do on ekadashi? Pleas guide me with the following also: 1) I fast on Monday and offer bel patra and milk to shivji. Should I stop this? 2) Karumariamman or Ambal - what are these? 3) Since last few months, I am getting dreams of snakes hissing poison from their fangs and looking angrily at me with big scary eyes. Can anyone tell me what must be the reason for this? Is this some kind of warning? 4) Should I worship Durga Ma daily? 5) I want to change my field to Animation & Graphics. Will I have any success in it? 6) What should I do for my parents to become normal again and their health issues to be resolved? 7) how do I stop myself from torturing my parents? 8) I have white marks on my nails for more than 15 years now. I have found that every time my problems increase these marks also increase and they decrease when my problems decrease. I have tried all medication and supplements but they don't go away.

Bhaskaran, You are correct about having blow after blow from 1990 till now. and also about the depression, low enegy and all. but why are u saying I will not get married with the same person? I will surely kill myself if after so many years of dedication to one man and even having an abortion, I will have to marry someone else. Better than that I will never marry in all my life. There is no way I can surrender to any other man. Please tell why do u feel I will not get married to my fiance? I really cannot take such a blow from life. is there any remedy for this? One peice of information I missed out before is that my fiance is not the first man in my life. I had a relationship before this but that man died few years back. Also, I am a big devotee of Shivji and Durga Ma. I feel that if i am alive today, inspite of all my problems, it is only because of thier blessings. They always save me. I do fast on mondays and I do fast on both navratris. but nothing on saturday. I will try to start it now. In fact Mataji keeps assuring me in several ways that I will definitely get married to my fiance only.

Christal, what information do u want me to email you?

I am a girl and I am suffering from problems in every part of my life. My brother died from a terrible disease at the age of 16. My mother and father are both suffering from serious health issues, both physical and mental. I am all alone. No relation with any of our relatives. I am not able to continue my education, even though I want to study more. My career is not stable. I have changed 5 jobs in the last 2 years. and i am still not able to find a job where I will be happy.I have had to face a lot of humiliation and insult in my life. I am constantly falling sick for the last 2-3 years. My body has become very weak. I have got cheated by everyone whom I trusted as true friends and even by my relatives. I even got dragged into a fraud court case once. Also, I am constantly having problems with my fiance. Our marriage is getting delayed for the last 6 years. I have already had one abortion without marriage. I am scared whether our marriage will happen or not? I really don't like anything anymore. I am not able to control my anger and frustration and I have already tried to commit suicide twice before. I even fractured my hand once by banging it on the wall in anger. I have also been beating my parents in frustration. I don't know where my life is headed. I constantly feel like killing myself. Please tell me, is something wrong in my kundali? Will my marriage happen or not? Will I be able to study further and will I have a stable career? Will my parents become normal again? My birth time is 9:05 am, birthdate is 25th july 1984 and the place of birth is Mumbai.I have attached a chart generated online.

I am a girl and I am suffering from problems in every part of my life. My brother died from a terrible disease at the age of 16. My mother and father are both suffering from serious health issues, both physical and mental. I am all alone. No relation with any of our relatives. I am not able to continue my education, even though I want to study more. My career is not stable. I have changed 5 jobs in the last 2 years. and i am still not able to find a job where I will be happy.I have had to face a lot of humiliation and insult in my life. I am constantly falling sick for the last 2-3 years. My body has become very weak. I have got cheated by everyone whom I trusted as true friends and even by my relatives. I even got dragged into a fraud court case once. Also, I am constantly having problems with my fiance. Our marriage is getting delayed for the last 6 years. I have already had one abortion without marriage. I am scared whether our marriage will happen or not? I really don't like anything anymore. I am not able to control my anger and frustration and I have already tried to commit suicide twice before. I even fractured my hand once by banging it on the wall in anger. I have also been beating my parents in frustration. I don't know where my life is headed. I constantly feel like killing myself. Please tell me, is something wrong in my kundali? Will my marriage happen or not? Will I be able to study further and will I have a stable career? Will my parents become normal again? My birth time is 9:05 am, birthdate is 25th july 1984 and the place of birth is Mumbai.I have attached a chart generated online.