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Hi Guys, Please refer to my earler post with subject "urgent help needed-its a matter of life and death" ...from the post here I come to know that AGHORIS can actually make dead people alive..is this true? If that is the case then I am sure they can solve my problem..(which is of course of colossal proportions) Yes bhairo ji,please send me also the list of genuine thantriks as I would like to meet them so I can seek for a solution..Please note that I tried to complete Krodh bhairav saadhana ... but then a new form of black magic started and the evil spirits started attacking my eyes in the night..these spirits are very intelligent now they are thraetening to make me blind...so I was forced to stop saadhanas.. huhhh.. now the only hope for me is to meet some good thantrik... am running out of options now... regards Appolonius

Hi Raveendran, Sorry I forgot two reply the second post..Yes the concept of Krodha bhairava is really interesting ..so how many times I should chant the manthra every day ..I mean is there any limit like I have to finish within 40 days or something?also is there any pooja settings needed for this? Thanks in advance Appolonius

Hi raveendran, I sincerely thank you for your helping attitude.I found chinnamastha to be useful..bhairo had asked me to do this 2500 times a day and do havan..but when I tried this the sounds of the demons reduced but now they have become more vindictive..yes the demon says that kshudhra is a demon king which is also a devotee of lord shiva..they even say that the only way to get rid of the problem is to do a veruy difficult pooja called "Mahadhaara".But nobody knwos about this pooja now as this is a very ancient problem.. I am happy to say that I was also thinking in the same lines as you and I have orederd a copy of atharva veda..to try something out by myself...If you knwo something about mahaadhaara please let me know...cost is nota constraint... Please note that I have not shut doors to the idea of schizophrenia...I knwo that mental diseases are so compex that sometimes it looks very real to individual sufferer...I have been taking medicines for schizophrenia(even abilify..which is the best in market..but the condition has not changed a bit...the sounds are not stopping..the pain is still caused by the demon..but I saw three different doctors.Mr.Raghunath,Mr.Pisharady and Sreedharan during the last five years with no effect..I did CT scan..Xray..with no use..). ) I will tell u a simple example as to why I feel that this is not schizophrenia..u might have seen in the forum that bhairo had asked me to chinnamashta saadhana..I had to chant the manthra 2500 times a day so that I reach 100000 in 40 days..When I started doing this the vendatta of the demons increased and then they started creating a pain in the centre postion of my backbone..now they are not allowing me to sit in an erect position...as soon a I try to sit in an erect position they will say "From now on we will allow u only to sleep and nothing else" and then the pain will start..as soon as I sleep in my bed this pain will go..u nwo they bully me like this..some times they will say "now u can start scratching your body" and sudenly u will get a rash mostly in the legs(a big red spot will come which is very itchy..and after some time this will go..) do u think schizophrenia has such physical effects..if I talk to doctors they will immediately conclude that this is auditory hallucination) .U knwo in the initial days of this possession the demons dislocated my discs in my backbone and I was bed riden for eight months..but some how I came to knwo that manthras can rescue me and I started performing vishnu manthras and then I started getting some relief...sometimes if I dont pray for a single day my vision will get blurred...the demons say that this is becoz of less yogasakthi... as soon i pray my vision is ok.and sometimes they create a pain in different parts of my body.. I am sure that manthras are helping me..but even with manthras this can only be controlled and cannot be cured.. i will definitely try out the steps which u suggested but I may have to rent a house for it becoz people in my house dont believe me ...they think I am having schizo and I may end up in a mental asylum if I try out too much manthras in the house.Now the problem with trying out medicines for schizo is that if I am possessed then that means that my brain is functionng fine..so if I take medicines for setting right the chemical imbalance then it could adversely affect my brain.. Another problem is that the demons tend to misguide u completely..they may brain wash u and turn u against other people..its really dangerous..I am using all my intelligence to stay normal..Problem is that Kshudra is very saddistic and cruel..so its like I am living with a demon day in and day out..its reallly horrifying..The disturbance caused by evil creatures is really unbearable..any way I once again thank u for the valuable suggestions...I am a computer software engineer by profession and u can ask any of my friends abt my personality...I am sure they will have only good things to say about me..just visit my orkut account..living with black magic is real helll By the way r u a malayali? probably we can keep in touch if u dont mind..so that I can get your valuable comments.. I am going to sarangpur on monday... u r right...it is difficult to go from post to pillar in search of a solution for this...and I also belive that I myself can solve this..I have to otherwise I am gone... dont know...but I know that I am fighting a loosing battle... Thanks to one and all Appolonius

Not slept for the last 5 days..looks like I will die... I am doing the manthras..but now the sound is less..but the demon is not allowing me to sleep.....looks like it is more angry now...and the whole night I will have to listen to their threats and abuses...oh god I am fed up of tolerating this ... Appolonius:(

Dear bhairo, can u send me bhairo chaalisaa? my e mail id is pratapsarma@gmail.com. also hanumaan chaalisa is having no effect..but chinnamastha saadhana is real good.. Thanks & regards Appolonius

:(Hi Bhanvi, Thanks for the support..I am trying out hanuman chaleesa and bajrang Baan..Also I am trying chinnamastha saadhana...I found that Chinnamastha saadhana s very effective as suggesetd by Bhairo ji ..in the sense the intenisty of sounds are lesss now...and some times it is totally gone..but I will get into the problem..this might sound funny again..the demons are telling me that this particular raakshas has obtained a boon from lord shiva that once he posseses a person then the possession cannot be removed by other gods..I dont knwo..some times when we pray hard the sound stops then after some time it is back...I tried sudarsana homam,mrithyunjaya homam etc...I just got full relief for one day and then the problem was back...oh no...I am sick of this...looks like it is the end of the road for me...just thinking about the volume of the bad time I am having in my life.. and junior member , I am travelling to kashtabhanjan dev on first week of july as I am not getting train bookings now... Nikhilji, I went to chottanikkara temple and they gave me a talisman which was not having any effect...most of the swamijis in Kerala are now real fakes..as you mightt have observed in newspapaers... Thanking you all Appolonius

Hi Junior Member, Can I call u like that...from your experience I feel that u r pretty Senior... I have a doubt..I saw in the site that you mentioned that we can go to mumbai and then to Botad..and from there 20-30 minutes drive? Is this the correct route? But there is only one train to Botad from mumbai? or should I go directly to ahmedabad? Thanks & regards Appolonius

Hi Junior member, Once again I thank you for your directions...But I have some doubts..I dont know hanumaan chaalisa..if anyone can provide me the manthra...and also I dont know bajrang baan...what is gugal?and how do I do a dhoop? I am a vegetarian and also I am refraining from taking drinks now as I have observed that these things reduce yog shakthi(which increases the attacks..funniest thing is this particular term Yog shakthi has been mentioned by the Khsudhra)... Yes i am going to Sarangpur next week..the biggest problem I am facing is the negative attitude of my family members...they dont believe in possessions and evil aathmas and all...when I told them they concluded that I am mentally unstable and are constantly asking me to go to psychiatrist and take medicines ...there conclusion is that I am having schizophrenia.. ) and the new generation cousins are all very modern and they think that I am joking or something...this is one of the worst bad times I am having in my life...I will try out the manthras tonigght...my father is not talking with me now...he thinks that I am crazy....nobody is there to support me...also can u tell me how much cost it will take in the temple? I was working in Infosys as a consultant when I got this problem..now Infosys is showing in a TV programme that some buildings in bangalore Infosys is haunted by ghosts and kshudram...and some objects in the office is moving by itself...the funniest thing is I am a victim of that...and nobody is responsible for this...Narayana murthy is still hailed as a great guy!! My advice is before joining for work in Corporate houses check whether it is free of bhooth preth...kshudhram etc!!otherwise we will end up being a dead man...I cant go to court against narayana Murthy becoz I cant prove this...in the eyes of law there is no ghosts and beasts.. Thanks Appolonius

Hello Junior Member, Thanks for the guidance and the detailed replay..I really appreciate your help..for the last one month I am reciting kavachas(Narayan Kavach) What I have observed is that the intensity of the physical attacks on the body like creating itchy red spots,hitting the ears, creating chest pain etc is reduced...but the biggest problem is that the durathmaas are talking to me 24 hours a day(in a very abusive..bullying way.. this does nt stop with these manthras..) and if I increase the intensity of meditation then they adopt other techniques like not allowing me to sleep the whole night...and the whole night I will have to lsten to Kshudra's threats and intimedation..they threaten me that if I increase the prayer then they will kill me with black magic...) ..this thing is really wild:( . So now I am afraid to continue with my chinnamastha saadhana as suggested by Bhairo. These duraathmaas keep reminding me that only solution for me is to die...the sound is the biggest problem...I dont know what my future is going to be...I lost my job recently...

Hi bhairo ji, I have started trying out chinnamasta sadhana...it is really good..now the intensity of attack has reduced...thanks a lot

Thanks serching eye, have sent u a seperate mail.... Appolonius

Hi HST The problem I am facing is that all the sanyaasis and so cold soothsayers in Kerala are turning out to be fake people who are greedy for money . So 99 % of time I am being cheated and finally I have the same problem. So I am looking at u guys to provide me with info of people who can cure this kind of problem...could this be some kind of hypotism?any ways I am dead....cause I dont think I can carry on much with this Thanks Appolonius

Hi realist, Even though u claim to be a realist let me tell you something..there are many such things in this world which cannot be explained in a realistic sense. You have advised me to take anti psychotic drugs..let me tell u some thing ..I have been using anti spychotic drugs prescribed by a clinical psychiatrist for the last 5 years..Here is the list Quitipine 100 Pacitane halidace 1.5 Let me tell u something even after consuming these medicines for the last five years there has been absolutely no change in my condition. During these years I have consulted different doctors(even epert ones) but there has been no improvement in my condition..All these factors I am forced to belive that this is a clear case of POSSESSION.So please dont pull out your realistic approach to me... I am tired of hearing this even in my house.. Please if any one can provide me with the names of some genuine person who can relieve me of this possession....and sunil ji I am prepared to travel to the North to meet persons who get possessed by Mataji... Regards Appolonius

Hi sunil ji, I am from Cochin,Kerala. Please dont mistake my problem for any mental disease...this is a clear cut case of possession. regards appolonius

Thanks Aditya ji, But I think I need more extensive help...if u people can provide me with names and addresses of authentic people who can remove such evil baadhaas(I mean some one who is genune and not doing for laalach of money). Please consider this matter as urgent as already I have wasted 5 years of my life on this... Also I dont know how I can learn hanuman chaalisa and naaarayana kavach..if any one can provide me the mantras for the same it will be of much help...please send to pratapsarma@gmail.com thanks Appolonius

dear sriman narayana bhaktas.. I am having a worst problem (which will result in my death) and this problem is sort of spiritual in nature.I am suffering from:mad2: a rare type of possession(a combination of possession by evil spirits and black magic) .This possession is called "Kshudhram" and this used to be a menace in Kerala many years ago. This whole black magic and possession is performed by an evil daemon called "Kshudra" . This started when I used to work in bangalore. I started hearing sounds of two people continuously (i.e the sounds are there day in and day out(24*7)). One of these two people is the daemon "kshudra" and has a companion named "Sasikala"(This resembles a small girl child voice). This daemon can undesratnd what we are thinking and will keep on insulting us,threatening us and cajoiling us day in and day out. The disturbance caused by these spirits is unbearable and they also perform black magic on me like produce itching on legs and hands, causing pain in different parts of the body ,preventing me from sleeping at night, preventing me from having sexual inter course, sort of stabbing with a knife etc. I initially thought that this is an instance of some mental disorder and met many doctors and tried different medicines (psychiatric) but none had any effect on the condition. These spirits always remind me that no matter what mantras I try there possession will not go and in the end I will have to commit suicide to get rid of this. But any how I am chanting Vishnu mantras every day which are giving me some relief. Please note that this is a worst form of balck magic which existed in ancient Kerala. Bacoz of this my earlier free life is totally lost and I am on the verge of committing suicide. Some body please provide me a remedy..Expecting your help Appolonius

dear sriman narayana bhaktas.. I am having a worst problem (which will result in my death) and this problem is sort of spiritual in nature.I am suffering from a rare type of possession(a combination of possession by evil spirits and black magic) .This possession is called "Kshudhram" and this used to be a menace in Kerala many years ago. This whole black magic and possession is performed by an evil daemon called "Kshudra" . This started when I used to work in bangalore. I started hearing sounds of two people continuously (i.e the sounds are there day in and day out(24*7)). One of these two people is the daemon "kshudra" and has a companion named "Sasikala"(This resembles a small girl child voice). This daemon can undesratnd what we are thinking and will keep on insulting us,threatening us and cajoiling us day in and day out. The disturbance caused by these spirits is unbearable and they also perform black magic on me like produce itching on legs and hands, causing pain in different parts of the body ,preventing me from sleeping at night, preventing me from having sexual inter course, sort of stabbing with a knife etc. I initially thought that this is an instance of some mental disorder and met many doctors and tried different medicines (psychiatric) but none had any effect on the condition. These spirits always remind me that no matter what mantras I try there possession will not go and in the end I will have to commit suicide to get rid of this. But any how I am chanting Vishnu mantras every day which are giving me some relief. Please note that this is a worst form of balck magic which existed in ancient Kerala. Bacoz of this my earlier free life is totally lost and I am on the verge of committing suicide. Some body please provide me a remedy..Expecting your help Appolonius