Manaswini

Sai Ram, Thank you guys. I am determined to make this work. Life is short. I donot want to be alone. Just pray for me so that I can be more disciplined with my jaap sadhana, and will have strength and faith to try harder. It is my last birth sins, to have this kind of horoscope. Please wish me luck. I felt supported by you guys. I will ask for your guidance from time to time. Suchandraji do not forget me. Please bestow your blessings on me. Hare Krishna, Regards, manaswini

DOB- 16th Dec 1970 time-6 pm( around that) place - Orissa 2000- 1st marriage 2001- 1st divorce 2006 - 2nd marriage His 1st son not with him. Wife will not show the son. Mine: DOB: 30th May 1973 timw-1:48 am place- mumbai 2001- 1st divorce 1999- birth of daughter 2006- 2nd marriage Went through 3 miscarriage. Husband very frustrated. Lot of arguments. Trying for child this month. All tests normal. My husband threatens divorce. My daughter also needs constant discipline. I am also frustrated. Feel depressed. But cannot take medication due to pregnancy planning. I am also short tempered. Have a hard time letting go. Then I get beating. Then is crying. When will the difficult time end? I do not want to go through another divorce?? I enquired sarpa yog shanti. They say in india will be good. No plan to visit . Please help. Manaswini

Sasisekaranji, Sai ram, You are right, I have to win him with love. I understand, but I have to learn to be quiet. Maun vrat. I am successful to some extent.My ego has to go. I have one daughter, age 8, but from previous marriage. I am trying for another one with my husband, had series of miscariages.That also is his frustration.He was married before, his ex-wife ran away with the child. He has no contact.They even violated court order.His wife will not show the son, keeps changing contact, and does not inform the court. He misses his son. He has been through a lot. I love him. Do you think I will advance in spiritual path? I am lazy. I have to get up early and start chanting. Thank you for your response, manaswini

US Raoji, Thank you. Do you recommend any Rahu- Ketu mantra or gem. I will inquire with temple for shanti.My husband does not respect me is the sad part. I hope I do not have death through his hands.This is no exaggeration. As I can tell you that the physical beating is beyond, my dresses are torn. Hope this ends. God teaches him a lesson in his own way. My daughter also becomes a victim frequently, with curse words and sexually inappropriate dirty curse words. Why is she the suferer too? Is there anything for her, she was born in Moola nakshatra. DOB: 1st june 99 place- mountain view, california time- 7:27 am. Again, I appreciate your time for me. Manaswini

U.SR/Brijmohanji, I am feeling very tired, depressed and angry with my husband. I am trying to be quiet. I can't even focus on chanting. Can you look at my chart to suggest something? My husband never apologizes, all the mistakes are mine, and I am the loser, and the sufferer. I am not a bad person, but I have lost my confidence. DOB: may 30th 73 place- dadar, mumbai time- 1;48 am Please help? I need some peace in my life. I am trying to divert my attention from the sunsar, but it is hard. How come everytime I am the bad one? I get beating for that too. Which I take since it is my fault. But sometimes, you feel like ending your life or leaving everything behind. Thanks, Manaswini

Suchandraji, Sometimes it is hard to come out of the maaya. The true vairagya is very difficult. I am not able to even stop arguing, because my ego tells me that i have to prove that i am right. Now how do I come out of my self? I am not even consistently doing jaap. I argue, and nag, and my husband is not happy. he tells me, if he finds a decent women he will leave me. How can I lift myself up little bit of this wordly desires? Please tell. Regards, Manaswini

Suchandraji or Indulekhadasiji, Is it necessary to do the 16 rounds at one siting? or we can spread it out? Do we need to sit on an asan? Regards, manaswini

Suchandraji, You are doing a noble job, and Lord Krishna appointed you to do it. I got the mantra upasana from you. I have been a devotee of Shirdi Sai baba, Shree Swami Samartha and Lord Shiva. Do you think that I should switch to the chanting that you told me.What about the diet? I eat non-veg food. I do tie rakhi to LordKrishna, since I do not have a brother. Please letmeknow. Regards, Manaswini

Suchandraji, What does 16 rounds mean? 108 beads, 16 times? Hare Rama Hare Rama, Rama Rama Hare Hare Hare Krishna Hare Krishna ,Krishna Krishna Hare Hare Regards, Manaswini

Suchandraji, What does 16 rounds mean? 108 beads, 16 times? Hare Rama Hare Rama, Rama Rama Hare Hare Hare Krishna Hare Krishna ,Krishna Krishna Hare Hare Regards, Manaswini

Shree Sai, My husband returned home. I will be careful going forward. I am also trying to have a baby . But had 3 miscarriages. Hope this all work out. Suchandra ji, I am a very God fearing person and trust God very much. If you can suggest any Upasana? for better marriage. Thanks,Manaswini <!-- / message -->

Shree Sai, My husband returned home. I will be careful going forward. I am also trying to have a baby . But had 3 miscarriages. Hope this all work out. Suchandra ji, I am a very God fearing person and trust God very much. If you can suggest any Upasana? for better marriage. Thanks,Manaswini

Suchandra ji, I am very grateful to you. I am feeling less pain now. I am praying to God. I am very tired. I am getting angry at my daughter for little things. I hope this is over soon. I appreciate your feed back. If you know any good Jyotishi , please let me know. I live near NY area. Regards, Manaswini

Shree Sai, Please help me, my husband left the house, as I called police. I should not have done it. I have been able to bare it. This time, when he came with a knife i was really scared. I am tired of bad language and beating. Yes, I upset him, but why do I deseve this? Please tell me if he will come back to me. DOB may 30th 73 place of bith- dadar, mumbai time- 1:48 am Regards, Manaswini

Sai Ram, Can some one help me. My husband has a violent temper, but other times he is fine.He few days ago, got very upset at me, beat me very bad, and when he brought a knife, then I called 911. He asked me to be quiet. So when police came I said that it was a mistake. But my husband left the house, and is now gone for 5 days. I am sorry to have done that to him. He will not answer my phone. This is my second marriage. I ahave a 8 y/o daughter. There seesm to be no happiness in my life. My details: DOB: 5/30/73 place- dadar, mumbai, india time: 1:48 am I have kalasarpa yoga, mangala, and moola ganda nakshatra yoga. This life is for paying off sins. I have to live for my daughter. Regards, Manaswini