Hi, I am a very reserved person by nature, do not speak much to people. I cannot speak in a crowd, if there are one or two, then I can speak. There are few people with whom I cannot even speak, that is I really do not know what to speak to them. So I feel that I am selfish, but what can I do, I cannot speak to them. I feel that there is something wrong with me. But sometimes I do feel that I should speak to people about Lord Vishnu only and nothing else.

Haribol!

Speaking about Krishna & eating prasadam are two functions of the tongue which should be taken-up as you are, Hare Krsna.

hypochondria

n : chronic and abnormal anxiety about imaginary symptoms and ailments [syn: hypochondriasis]

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Prabhu there is nothing wrong, I think this is how everyone starts out, just remember this fundamental truth;

Harer Nama Harer Nama Harer Nama Eva Kevalam
Kalau Nasty Eva Nasty Eva Nasty Eva Gatir Anyatha