dus mahavidya sadhana

04-10-2006, 10:21 PM

Jai gurudev
Each time I visit the group some how I get to read
material about why dus mahavidya sadhana?no one is capable thus and
that
O I did not meet guruji actually.On shastriji advise Idid
chhinmastika sadhana without anyt results. But I met this gurubhai
who guide me through several sadhana of higher order .Some of u would
not believe it that each we made a program some one we were not able
to go .so always it was three or more in the sadhana. When I shifted
to delhi this gurubhai did ahaven at my place .in night in my dream
I saw guruji sit with him on infinite havenkund clad in black clothes
when I asked him abt it he told me to do mahakali sadhana which I
refused as he would not give me atimeframe for sadhana. But yes
recently I did bhoot sadhana although nothing pratak but still it
came. Being frustrated I stopped all sadhana and started dainik
sadhana.onin second week I was traveling to jwalaji where I did
baglamukhi jaap for three hrs and a haven .pundits were literlly
working for me .u would say so what.But if u have traveled to temples
u knw how pundits behaved.I think guruji helped me .while returning I
this dus mahavidya sadhana came into my mind Ithink guruji wnts me to
do it.I too hd laughed it off as many of u when I first saw it. When
I asked shastri abt it he told me that I wld not be able to handle
dus mahadivi .to which I replied first let me siddh them then I wuld
think of controlling them.
Ok this was abt me.now some answers to queries and
comment.some said xyz saga took 5000yrs to get beej mantra how cld
any one do dus amhavidya in single go .if u read baglamuhuki sadhana
book in ashram there is a experience by some person about baglamukhi
sharr dharan .this person stayed with guruji for 20 days and did
this sadhana on single day with results.Being from science background
I would say Edison made 10000 bulbs to light one but it takes us
only single .discovery always is more painstricken.
Next when two mahavidya are enough for siddashram why dus
amhavidya. First I am not interested in siddhashram.those of u who
think u would be able to meet guruji easily ,friends iheard ppl culd
not meet him when he was in ashram so forget abt siddhashram. For
those of u who think abt apsara my dear wht chance do u stand infornt
of gods and yogis.so I am not interested in siddhashram rather u can
call guruji at will from siddhashram(I have seen it)
Now some said I think I am extraordinary.my dear guruji gave
a thought , amantra ,a method so its possibleNow when one can achieve
it is no surety .but that is for all sadhana.so why not attempt dus
mahavidya whenever you get siddhi u wld get dus mahavidya
sidha .anyway dus mahavidya doesnot mean ten times more time.Besides
if guruji did it why cannot I after all he said we are his part so
this drop of ocean wants to become ocean.how long it may take but is
not unachievable.
Now something abt dangers .I am sure I wuld not kill my
follower just because he said my name wrongly so I think no god or
goddess wuld not even.Besides I donot think any one has been killed
during a sadhana it is only dring tantric kriya that this is
possible.even if u are killed during sadhana or had a wish to do a
sadhana in your next birth you wld achieve it ,there are instance.(I
hope u belive in rebirth)
Besides this sadhana is not a mahavidya sadhana as such it is
gurukripa dus mahavidya sadhana.so u are actually pray to guruji in
whom all dus mahavidyas are there..I donot knw abt others but I think
guruji would like to kill me.Besides u also took gurudiksha to
protect u from ill effects of sadhana. So why be afraid .anyway I
would like to die trying and sit on the shore saying its impossible
its dangerous.
I also read some telling abt illefects of kandlini shakti. My friend
u must be doing it through yoga kriya for which u need guidance.But
if u are comparing the effects to siddhiits different Let me give u
an example I u take energy tablets or food supplement u feel lazy
for few days that because body is not able to handle that energy.now
shakti from siddhi is 10000 times more powerful so the
effects .anyway the sudden spurt is not because your previous act
and ills have been erased because if that was so after sadhana
sadhaks wuld become happy but that not the case.
Besides if u ever read sadhana vidi it given as prayoga
meaning experiment that's it .
I think I put forward my thoughts. Some even said am I that
capable .I wuld say probably u have read too much .Instead of
questioning my capablitiy u culd have put in that knowledge to help
me out that would have be positive use instead of citing guruji and
sciptures to tell me what I was attempting was beyond my means.
No question is stupid as one gurubhai had questioned me
yes I completed this sadhana two days ago with positive
results.planning to continue it for few days to complete it in
probably in jwalaji with a haven.As far as results are concerned I
did not what to achieve anything my target was to call dus mahavidys
and on the 11 day I had some experience in my puja room so I think if
I do it twice or thrice I wuld get to see what written in the
magazine.
THANKS TO SOME OF U WHO BACKED ME ,BUT IN GURUJI WORDS SAHDAK
IS ALONE ON HIS PATH SO HE. MUST WALK WHETHER ALL ARE AGAINST HIM .
piece of my mind to some stop quoting guruji because whatever he
said to one cannot always be applied to others. Besides what written
in old sciptures instead of quoting them to discourage other (I donot
care abt this but still) help them with that knowledge base probably
that's the work guruji has choosen for u

Thanking u all