how to do this sadhna?

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From: "tej_narayan_singh" <tej_narayan_singh@...>
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Sent: Tuesday, November 09, 2004 5:23 PM
Subject: [issplist] apsara sadhana


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> hello brothers & sisters..
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> I took guru diksha on 6th aug 1998.Since then i have been interested
> in accomplishing apsara sadhanas in particular and all the soundarya
> sadhanas in general.And i have accomplished two apsara sadhanas,
> their names i wouldn't like to disclose.
> The most interesting thing is that whenever i think of doing apsara
> sadhana, i completely loose to the thoughts of that particular
> apsara, thinking that she is always with me and wacthing me. So
> whatever i do i remember her. Due to so much indulgence in her
> thoughts it is impossiple for that divine beauty to ignore my silent
> calls and my silent love.
> so....even before i start with the ritual,i usually get alot of
> presadhana experiences like, whenever i am alone and remembering her
> a strange and unmentioned perfume would fill the place and sometimes
> she would come in dreams, but the most remarkable thing is that she
> walks past me though invisible,'cos i can hear the tinkles of her
> anklets.
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> i have a six year experience in apsara sadhanas, and i can shatter
> all myths that i somtimes come across when going through this group
> regarding sadhanas of apsaras, yakshinis and kinnaris.
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> it is my suggestion that every man and woman should accomplish apsara
> sadhanas and yakshini sadhanas before starting with any other sadhana.
> you all should remember that this special sadhana is very important,
> even important than brahm sadhana. after all how can a person
> appreciate the beauty of god at a initial stage without witnessing
> and apreciating the beauty in its ultimate form that is found only in
> an apsara.
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> so brother without a second thought accopmlish this sadhana at all
> cost.interested folks can mail me personally also i would like to
> know their experiences , who are accomplished in these sadhanas.
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> jai sadgurudev
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