Cheryl,

Yes what you described is a simmilar path which I've been on. Someone told me
that our day ob provides the financial support to persue our passion. Without
passion all is lost. Another friend that hell is not hot when you get there,
rather it's a chair and you have to sit in it and can't get up, kind of sounds
like a job that you can't stand.

Look your very young, bounce off your friends, you'll find your way, keep
following your heart vibe.

YB