Namastey jee and rishivatsyan,
Thanks for taking time to reply, yes its not the end of the world, but it does seem so when you are having a panic attack, unfortunately this is a medical condition cos of the brain cyst, and the meds to control arent helping much but just making me physically weak, but will keep my faith and keep the struggle of life,thankfully got the love of wonderful husband to keep going.
I will do the japa am starting right away.
thanks once again.
love
gga